I need a hug guys.
I mean I knew these people were sick and evil, and I knew about a lot of this stuff separately.... but I've never had it all spelled out like this before, and I don't think I realized just how interconnected it all is. I'm absolutely horrified. Every time I think I've reached the bottom of the rabbit hole, it just keeps going.
Ugh, I don't know. I'm not trying to bring anyone down. I'm just horrified and I want justice EVEN MORE now. I want them all taken down. I want all of this crap public. I'm just disgusted, and I feel sick. How does this happen? How can people be like this?
Sorry, I'm just struggling to digest this. I think I need a break before finishing.
I was talking to my husband about it, and I think the organization and collectiveness about this is what makes it so much worse.
Like a few fringe people committing crimes is horrible, but groups of people working together to commit crimes in an organized fashion is so much worse to me.
The fact that all of these people are getting together and doing it as group activities and advertising it with their symbols and logos just makes me want to vomit. Ugh. And with babies and children. It's just soul wrenching.
I have tried to get pregnant for ten years. I would do anything to be able to have children to love and care for. I just can't imagine how anyone could do these horrible things to anyone let alone babies. Those poor sweet babies.