I'll admit I was caught up in this new form of bird-watching to feed my hopium addiction. But then I grew up and realized I had no idea what any of it meant and my time was better spent on other things.
I want to contribute so badly, make any kind of difference to improve the situation.
I’m actually struggling now to even express how strong my feelings are, I find it impossible to articulate.
My very existence feels threatened... my life, my soul, my family, my comprehension of reality, the foundations of every decision I’ve ever made. I operated in life on certain assumptions and unraveling all of this political situation and human history has obliterated every single one.
I had a station in life, I knew where I stood, I knew where I needed to go, I had goals and knew what I wanted to do next to achieve them.
Now I face a new reality where my goals mean nothing, they are forged in fantasy. I have little to no control over anything, I have little or nothing built that can’t be easily destroyed, everything I work toward any goal any desire anything I think is Good could turn to dust at any moment.
If evil pedophiles that torture children can run the world for generations, then I’ve been praying in the wrong direction.
God may be above me, God may be in charge, God may have a Good plan.
I say this to God, Show me Righteousness unto the world before I embrace the demons, Show me that faith shines light beyond my life, I do not want your blessings while the innocent suffer, I will bask in darkness rather than abandon kindred souls, I would rather burn in hell for eternity than use my fellow man as the stepping stones to heaven.
Teach me the ways of plane fagging
Rule #1, Don't make a new thread about planes if you've not studied the sky for a month so you know what is common and uncommon.
Rule #2, Don't post if you aren't aware that the military often have planes in the air for training, exercises and everyday peacetime operations.
Probably a year or more... there’s annual trainings, events, rotations, etc.
Someone only watching for a single year and taking no records really has no foundation to make meaningful observations.
Realistically it makes a hell of a lot more sense to track by software that will notify on abnormalities of various dimension.
I'll admit I was caught up in this new form of bird-watching to feed my hopium addiction. But then I grew up and realized I had no idea what any of it meant and my time was better spent on other things.
I’m having similar struggles.
I want to contribute so badly, make any kind of difference to improve the situation.
I’m actually struggling now to even express how strong my feelings are, I find it impossible to articulate.
My very existence feels threatened... my life, my soul, my family, my comprehension of reality, the foundations of every decision I’ve ever made. I operated in life on certain assumptions and unraveling all of this political situation and human history has obliterated every single one.
I had a station in life, I knew where I stood, I knew where I needed to go, I had goals and knew what I wanted to do next to achieve them.
Now I face a new reality where my goals mean nothing, they are forged in fantasy. I have little to no control over anything, I have little or nothing built that can’t be easily destroyed, everything I work toward any goal any desire anything I think is Good could turn to dust at any moment.
If evil pedophiles that torture children can run the world for generations, then I’ve been praying in the wrong direction.
God may be above me, God may be in charge, God may have a Good plan.
I say this to God, Show me Righteousness unto the world before I embrace the demons, Show me that faith shines light beyond my life, I do not want your blessings while the innocent suffer, I will bask in darkness rather than abandon kindred souls, I would rather burn in hell for eternity than use my fellow man as the stepping stones to heaven.