Before I went to work in private practice, I did research for Indian Health Services and the VA. The entire apparatus of how research is done is corrupt from start to finish. Those that control the purse strings control the research. The resulting research is then used to define the narrative that impacts the understanding of "medical science" that ultimately leads to very profitable diagnosis and treatment. This understanding not only involves the direct provider of health related services, but also has built all the auxiliary structures around providing health care services such as education, manufacturing of pharmaceuticals and devices, insurance, hospitals, and governmental agencies such as Federal and State lawmakers all the way down to local licensing boards.

Don't be too hard on the wife - she is just as brainwashed as the general public - if not more so. One of the most difficult things in being a clinician that has direct access to a patient's welfare, is coming to the realization that the care you have provided, no matter how noble the intension, ultimately resulted in harm from what you did. For many clinicians, this fact alone I believe keeps them in cognitive dissonance. To admit that they may have been wrong and that their entire paradigm was flawed and that their skewed thinking may have been responsible for doing harm to their patients, for many, is someplace they cannot go and a journey too far.

I have refused to be jabbed and I have refused to jab my patients. I fear my days as a clinician are numbered. I may have to look into a desk job of some kind. Honestly, after years of working with patients, a quiet desk job working from home doesn't sound all that bad.