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posted ago by Amadian ago by Amadian +175 / -0

I was in the post office today, here in Serbia. Went with the mask in, did not feel like getting into another fight over that crap, I've been in too many lately, and felt like if just another guard asks me put that shit on, I would snap beyond control that time... Anyway, the lady inside did not have it on, and I just immediately asked her, what is their policy about it? She told me to take it off, that she would also not wear it because she is suffocating under it... We both started smiling, and thanking each other... I told her she brighten my day... You know friends... For a long time, I felt like I lost my faith in humanity, and I often catch myself sounding dramatic... But there is something else there... I think I am slowly feeling God deep inside, coming to the surface, each day, more and more. Today, I've heard a person in prayer, and I just felt the need to close my eyes, and listen... Last night I had a prayer of my own. Clumsy, I did not know what to say, or how to do it... But today, this lady in post office... She had a little bit of God in herself, too... Not sure where I'm going with this... But thought to share... Thank you for allowing me. And thank God for this place. This forum is one of the last places, where I go daily, when I feel alone.