Hello fellow patriots!

I know this has been hard for all of us, but these past few weeks have been torture. Little background on me so you understand my current predicament.

• 32 year old, that only realized career wasn't everything a few years ago, working my way up the corporate ladder, and realized I wanted a family

• 98% of the staff at my company are Liberals (my fault, I picked a Liberal Industry) so I've spent the past 5 years listening to my staff spew nonsense, and think I'm crazy

• Since my promotion, I have been asked to refrain from talking about Covid and masks with employees, they think I am crazy

• I've recently come to terms with the fact that I am an addict (adderall, alcohol, nicotine, gambling, caffeine, eating problems…I'm a mess)

• My uncle got the 2nd Pfizer vaccine in April, died 2 days later of a heart attack, and my fam thought I was crazy when I told them he died from the vaccine, and they proceeded to get the vaccine

• I had a break down, broke up with my boyfriend of 8 years, quit drinking, and moved in with my aunt

• Work has been overwhelmed this summer with everyone traveling, and the minimum wage increase has made it impossible to keep staff

• I've been keeping up hope, but last week was rough. Life has been throwing everything at me to try to make me cave, and I had a breakdown, and considered quitting my job

**Present Time:

My boss pulled me into a meeting and said my company would pay for me to go to Rehab for a month.

-30 Days to unplug sounds magical, but will it get me on a crazy list?

-I said I wouldn't do vax or masks or bloodwork, but am I walking into a cell?

-Would this be me giving up? I can get sober myself, this just seems much easier…

-We all know something is happening, I've made it this far, would this be tapping out right when things start getting good?

-Should I just go for the free vaca and interesting people?

I have no idea what to do so any and all advice is appreciated!**

P.S. Thank you all! I don't post much, but I read constantly. This place has gotten me through some dark times, and it gave me comfort to know I wasn't going through this alone! WWG1WGA