We are commanded to love our enemies. I am struggling with it. I understand the concept of conquering evil with good. I understand that it's easy to love those that love you. It costs you nothing. But I've been having very strong feelings of anger and hate, and I'd like the Lord to help me with it.
Christianity is a very demanding religion and I am a horribly flawed Christian because of my weakness. I don't even want to make the attempt at this point because I am filled with anger. I am not a violent person but I can't help but feel satisfaction to see some of these people suffer from their own ignorance. Not all, but some just deserve it. Evil is stalking the world and I can't help but rejoice in every small victory against it.
My anger comes from the crimes against children. I just don't understand it. I do want to see those people suffer. I am new to Christianity and it has helped me in so many ways, but I struggle with this particular one.
We are commanded to love our enemies. I am struggling with it. I understand the concept of conquering evil with good. I understand that it's easy to love those that love you. It costs you nothing. But I've been having very strong feelings of anger and hate, and I'd like the Lord to help me with it.
Christianity is a very demanding religion and I am a horribly flawed Christian because of my weakness. I don't even want to make the attempt at this point because I am filled with anger. I am not a violent person but I can't help but feel satisfaction to see some of these people suffer from their own ignorance. Not all, but some just deserve it. Evil is stalking the world and I can't help but rejoice in every small victory against it.
My anger comes from the crimes against children. I just don't understand it. I do want to see those people suffer. I am new to Christianity and it has helped me in so many ways, but I struggle with this particular one.