I wrote that one day after returning from church. I sang in the choir, but that whole day I had been struggling with sin in my mind, I felt unworthy. I was in rebellion against all I knew was right. I am still in rebellion, but I know God has a purpose for me, and i will realize my destiny before it's done. That is what I was trying to say with my words.

We all have a gift my fren. In all creation, that we exist, is a miracle. Every atom in the universe had to fall exactly into place for you and I to exist. Nothing is by chance. Every thing is ordered by God.