The awakening in real in all aspects. I always was skeptical of things, and loved reading about conspiracy theories…but always brushed them off as elaborate fantasy. I was a cynical and depressed atheist.
Flash forward to now, after January 2021 when I started waking up: I feel a newfound sense of faith I have never felt, keep a rosary my grandmother gave me beside my bed, exercise and eat healthy, and completely changed my life trajectory. I got back into art after years of having no creative impulse.
I think part of my faith in all this comes, honestly, from a place of self reflection. For years, my depression and my guilt over being a terrible person in my youth led me to believe I was a bad person, incapable of redemption.
If I made this turnaround, and so quickly, and so starkly…it can happen to anyone. And it will. I had no hope for myself. And not only do I have hope for me, but I have an abundance that I want to share with anyone who needs it.
Right on!! No one is worthy of God's mercy or grace, but He's redeemed us by His Son's blood. That is the only way. Humanity is extremely self-centered, but when we let our lives revolve around Him, life is so much better!
The awakening in real in all aspects. I always was skeptical of things, and loved reading about conspiracy theories…but always brushed them off as elaborate fantasy. I was a cynical and depressed atheist.
Flash forward to now, after January 2021 when I started waking up: I feel a newfound sense of faith I have never felt, keep a rosary my grandmother gave me beside my bed, exercise and eat healthy, and completely changed my life trajectory. I got back into art after years of having no creative impulse.
I think part of my faith in all this comes, honestly, from a place of self reflection. For years, my depression and my guilt over being a terrible person in my youth led me to believe I was a bad person, incapable of redemption.
If I made this turnaround, and so quickly, and so starkly…it can happen to anyone. And it will. I had no hope for myself. And not only do I have hope for me, but I have an abundance that I want to share with anyone who needs it.
Right on!! No one is worthy of God's mercy or grace, but He's redeemed us by His Son's blood. That is the only way. Humanity is extremely self-centered, but when we let our lives revolve around Him, life is so much better!
You probably haven't heard it enough for what you've done for yourself and what you've overcome but...
I am proud of you. Keep it up.