Problem is you're looking at this through the eyes of a parent watching their child take extreme risks in hopes of achieving a difficult goal. We're looking at it through the eyes of a soldier who just heard their enemy lost a soldier to a training accident. Its extremely hard to have sympathy for a future tool of the state to enforce medical tyranny. The book says you should pray for your enemies too btw. It's why we all end up falling short of the grace of God. So try not to judge users on here who feel like they've been in the trenches for far too long.