What is the purpose of life? To learn the difference between good and bad, then lead a life according to those ethics and get closer to God. As long as you keep that in mind and work on that, God will provide you with what you need to survive. The goal of life isn't to have a blast, unfortunately. It tests us in so many ways. You are not alone my friend, keep going! Death is not the end - start meditation and you will find solace. In the beginning, try lying in bed, relaxed and just say the Lord's prayer quietly in your head. Do that for an hour and really focus on the words. It is like conversing with God and gives me immense peace.
What is the purpose of life? To learn the difference between good and bad, then lead a life according to those ethics and get closer to God. As long as you keep that in mind and work on that, God will provide you with what you need to survive. The goal of life isn't to have a blast, unfortunately. It tests us in so many ways. You are not alone my friend, keep going! Death is not the end - start meditation and you will find solace. In the beginning, try lying in bed, relaxed and just say the Lord's prayer quietly in your head. Do that for an hour and really focus on the words. It is like conversing with God and gives me immense peace.