Great. Then that being the case, I am confident you will say that little prayer and get your answer. The type of person who frequents this board is the type of person who longs for the truth. I believe that is why so many ultimately find their way to Jesus. If you are sincere, as you no doubt are, then sooner or later, you will make that leap. Exactly when that will happen is up to you, but I hope it's sooner than later because ultimately, that will make your life better sooner rather than later. Keep us posted! There are lots of people here who would be happy to talk to you and answer questions, so don't be shy. :D
Great. Then that being the case, I am confident you will say that little prayer and get your answer. The type of person who frequents this board is the type of person who longs for the truth. I believe that is why so many ultimately find their way to Jesus. If you are sincere, as you no doubt are, then sooner or later, you will make that leap. Exactly when that will happen is up to you, but I hope it's sooner than later because ultimately, that will make your life better sooner rather than later. Keep us posted! There are lots of people here who would be happy to talk to you and answer questions, so don't be shy. :D