She'd hate it if she knew I'd asked, but she is feeling a total lack of hope, is panicking and wants out.
No matter how hard I try, I cannot instill in her the sense of hope that I have for the future. Her response to all this is to want to run and hide or do herself in.
Please, could you spare her a thought in your prayers to help her find the courage to face her fears and let them go? It would also be helping me :) TIA.
Update: Thank you so much to everyone who has responded so kindly with their thoughts and prayers. I'm heading out soon so I won't be able to respond to every reply, but know that I am grateful.
Update2: You're all amazing, and I've been moved to tears by the amount of support you've all given us. Truly, nowhere else could I have found this, and it has helped. My wife was in much better spirits when I returned home tonight.
Can you guys take a break from all news and politics for awhile? Do some yoga or try new things together. My wife and I are both dealing with the stresses of being red-pilled in clown world too and it isn't easy. Tell her that there are millions of people out there that are going through the exact same emotions. I can't tell you how many times I've thought about ending it through this but I'm always glad I didn't.
Part of the problem is the actual information about what's going on. She seems to latch on to the negative and ignore the positive, you can imagine the result.
Apparently I am part of the problem, even though I've done my best not to talk about any of this stuff anymore, which is hard to be honest.