Man, your story sounds so similar to mine. All this time, and when I finally feel I’m getting on top of things, I feel like I’m losing, and losing quickly. I could go on for awhile about this...but why, when I can skip to the “how I fixed it”. I found Jesus. Well, I got connected. I knew about God and Jesus, always believed and such. But wasn’t really connected. I found out that if I wasn’t placing God first in my life...I was losing. Even when I didn’t see, physically, I was losing..my insides were terrible. Losing sleep, losing my temper, just not coping anymore. I blamed the world. It’s a daily long winded story...but I finally broke. And I needed to be broken. God does that. And I love Him for it. Fast forward a year later...WOW. Saved, baptized...and my worries and fears are like 1% compared to then. The Lord has me now. And I have Him. He left the 99 to come for the 1. I still sometimes get that worry feeling about “the plan”. But I can hear Him now, telling me, “focus on me”. And I do. I read my Bible lessons, also the Bible. My church fam helps me as well. Listen to some awesome music...like Crowder(Anchor)<<listen to that. But yeah, connect or reconnect to our Lord and Savior, it saved me.
I definitely have grown in my walk with God the past couple years. I waver back and forth between wanting Jesus to come back immediately and the world to end, and praying that the patriots succeed and the world continues on better for years and years to come. Half of Christians think end of times is starting now and other half don’t think so- it’s another thing that I’ve been stressing over 😂
Man, your story sounds so similar to mine. All this time, and when I finally feel I’m getting on top of things, I feel like I’m losing, and losing quickly. I could go on for awhile about this...but why, when I can skip to the “how I fixed it”. I found Jesus. Well, I got connected. I knew about God and Jesus, always believed and such. But wasn’t really connected. I found out that if I wasn’t placing God first in my life...I was losing. Even when I didn’t see, physically, I was losing..my insides were terrible. Losing sleep, losing my temper, just not coping anymore. I blamed the world. It’s a daily long winded story...but I finally broke. And I needed to be broken. God does that. And I love Him for it. Fast forward a year later...WOW. Saved, baptized...and my worries and fears are like 1% compared to then. The Lord has me now. And I have Him. He left the 99 to come for the 1. I still sometimes get that worry feeling about “the plan”. But I can hear Him now, telling me, “focus on me”. And I do. I read my Bible lessons, also the Bible. My church fam helps me as well. Listen to some awesome music...like Crowder(Anchor)<<listen to that. But yeah, connect or reconnect to our Lord and Savior, it saved me.
Also, gotta hear this song. https://youtu.be/j4wYkS8Z3Io
I definitely have grown in my walk with God the past couple years. I waver back and forth between wanting Jesus to come back immediately and the world to end, and praying that the patriots succeed and the world continues on better for years and years to come. Half of Christians think end of times is starting now and other half don’t think so- it’s another thing that I’ve been stressing over 😂