This is awesome. I love the idea of the “matrix self.” I think the problem I run into is that I get to feeling like the matrix is literally going to kill me and it makes me not want to care about the immediate and local self. Idk… I know for a fact that we will win in the end. I know that God always wins. I know that patriots will win too. There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do. I had so much confidence during the election and even months after the steal. Somewhere along the way that confidence had been lost
There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do.
first off, be honest. you do know why you feel that way. its logical to feel that way.
secondly, again, if the matrix is too much at the moment. step away from it. focus on the immediate self first, then the local self. MAKE YOURSELF DO IT. you will realize, lifes not that bad, Also, dont fear death, we all die and you will hasten it worrying :P accept it. sit with it. meditate with it. were all going to die. now you have a choice. wait for it, or stand up to it, laugh at it. if youre going to do down, be the strongest, fittest, best looking version of yourself. Give death a challenge. Dont rely on hope for your confidence, be the confidence that gives others hope. seriously watch wes watsons videos on youtube. And if you want tell me your workout schedule, i'll message you on those days to hold you accountable. we are all in this together, you need to be strong for us, we need you to be strong, dont let us down.
I’ll admit it- I feel that way bc the whole world is ran by pedovore satanists who hate our guts 😂. And yeah, maybe I just need to take like 3 days to not pay any attention to the news. I don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind. Plus I’m at home and bored a lot of times anyway so might as well look and see what’s going on. I do need to figure out how to come to terms with death… I have always been Christian, and even more so the past few years, but it still doesn’t stop me from being scared of it. I will check out that guy on YouTube. Thank you for real
don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind
ive felt this way as have many on this site. consider this, biologically what is the drive for information, what does "knowing" whats going on provide you? from a survival standpoint it can provide you an advantage in preparation for what is coming. However, consider we were never supposed to have this much access at our finger tips. heck trump has tons of people working for him gathering info and he/they still dont know it all.
taking a step back what is going on? you're the deer in the headlights. you see it coming, but you're stop and you cant stop staring or move to avoid being hit. that is exactly what is going on when you stay in the matrix self too long.
You already know why you feel this way and you know what these monsters are capable of. So assume they will do it, then plan on how to mitigate some/all of it as best you can - the local self, have food/ water / some survival gear. if you plan this way you dont need to worry about the specifics of what happens as you will be prepared for everything.
If you havent taken a day off in 2 years..... please do. that would drive anyone crazy! the matrix will always be there, but the time you waste inside of it cannot be reclaimed.
Wish you the best ladypede! feel free to reach out if you want someone to ramble a wall of text back :P
This is awesome. I love the idea of the “matrix self.” I think the problem I run into is that I get to feeling like the matrix is literally going to kill me and it makes me not want to care about the immediate and local self. Idk… I know for a fact that we will win in the end. I know that God always wins. I know that patriots will win too. There is just some sort of dark feeling in the back of my mind that tells me that I’m not gonna be one of the ones who survives it. I have no clue why I feel like that, but I do. I had so much confidence during the election and even months after the steal. Somewhere along the way that confidence had been lost
first off, be honest. you do know why you feel that way. its logical to feel that way.
secondly, again, if the matrix is too much at the moment. step away from it. focus on the immediate self first, then the local self. MAKE YOURSELF DO IT. you will realize, lifes not that bad, Also, dont fear death, we all die and you will hasten it worrying :P accept it. sit with it. meditate with it. were all going to die. now you have a choice. wait for it, or stand up to it, laugh at it. if youre going to do down, be the strongest, fittest, best looking version of yourself. Give death a challenge. Dont rely on hope for your confidence, be the confidence that gives others hope. seriously watch wes watsons videos on youtube. And if you want tell me your workout schedule, i'll message you on those days to hold you accountable. we are all in this together, you need to be strong for us, we need you to be strong, dont let us down.
I’ll admit it- I feel that way bc the whole world is ran by pedovore satanists who hate our guts 😂. And yeah, maybe I just need to take like 3 days to not pay any attention to the news. I don’t think I’ve taken even a day off from it in over two years. When so many things happen every day, it’s hard to look away without feeling like you’re gonna be behind. Plus I’m at home and bored a lot of times anyway so might as well look and see what’s going on. I do need to figure out how to come to terms with death… I have always been Christian, and even more so the past few years, but it still doesn’t stop me from being scared of it. I will check out that guy on YouTube. Thank you for real
ive felt this way as have many on this site. consider this, biologically what is the drive for information, what does "knowing" whats going on provide you? from a survival standpoint it can provide you an advantage in preparation for what is coming. However, consider we were never supposed to have this much access at our finger tips. heck trump has tons of people working for him gathering info and he/they still dont know it all.
taking a step back what is going on? you're the deer in the headlights. you see it coming, but you're stop and you cant stop staring or move to avoid being hit. that is exactly what is going on when you stay in the matrix self too long.
You already know why you feel this way and you know what these monsters are capable of. So assume they will do it, then plan on how to mitigate some/all of it as best you can - the local self, have food/ water / some survival gear. if you plan this way you dont need to worry about the specifics of what happens as you will be prepared for everything.
If you havent taken a day off in 2 years..... please do. that would drive anyone crazy! the matrix will always be there, but the time you waste inside of it cannot be reclaimed.
Wish you the best ladypede! feel free to reach out if you want someone to ramble a wall of text back :P