This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
I feel like my sense of humor and adventure is still here, but my values have changed and I don't really care what anyone thinks about me anymore. I'm single and would like a woman friend, but most of those available are NPC feminist types. I wish I could go back to a more carefree lifestyle, but i'm closer to God and wouldn't change that for a thing. Also, I've experimented with psilocybin and switched from city water to well water (left the city for the country) and my third eye is beginning to open again. The earth is a beautiful place and it took this misery to open my eyes.
Have done full doses of mushrooms, but have been microdosing psilocybin for the first time in my life this week. Have combined them with Lions Head and Cordycdeps.
All I have to say is…woah. My thoughts are clearer, the worlds a bit brighter, and my energy is significantly increased. This stuff is a medicine and it was provided to us by God to help us cope with the challenges of our world. The fact it’s been kept from us is criminal, people need to be jailed for that alone.
Psilocybin mushrooms helped me heal from CPTSD. If you haven’t watched it, you should check out the film “Fantastic Fungi.” Mushrooms are truly amazing and a blessing from God. They can literally help re-wire your brain.
That they are!! I make sure to thank God everytime I consume my dose, it’s important to take this stuff with positive intentions for the full effect. I’m convinced they may be associated with the “bread” that Jesus referenced with the disciples in the Bible as well.
Wouldn’t shock me on bit if He was teaching them how to use the medicine and when the Roman Catholic’s found out they rearranged the text to make it seem like it’s just normal bread they were eating. Much easier to control a public that is NOT utilizing these in the correct manner.
Yep! If memory serves me right, Graham Hancock did an excellent thesis on ancient Christianity and how natural psychedelics (mushrooms in particular) played a role in its development.
For context; set and setting are important as well. This combined with the right intention (prayer) and the result can change your life. It did mine. I haven’t used them in a few years since my last “therapeutic” dose. Why? I haven’t needed them! I’m not only more in tune with myself and others, but my connection to God has never been more intimate and real.