This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
I feel like my sense of humor and adventure is still here, but my values have changed and I don't really care what anyone thinks about me anymore. I'm single and would like a woman friend, but most of those available are NPC feminist types. I wish I could go back to a more carefree lifestyle, but i'm closer to God and wouldn't change that for a thing. Also, I've experimented with psilocybin and switched from city water to well water (left the city for the country) and my third eye is beginning to open again. The earth is a beautiful place and it took this misery to open my eyes.
Have done full doses of mushrooms, but have been microdosing psilocybin for the first time in my life this week. Have combined them with Lions Head and Cordycdeps.
All I have to say is…woah. My thoughts are clearer, the worlds a bit brighter, and my energy is significantly increased. This stuff is a medicine and it was provided to us by God to help us cope with the challenges of our world. The fact it’s been kept from us is criminal, people need to be jailed for that alone.
Where do I get this stuff? Is it legal?
Lionshead and Cordycep mushrooms are legal, can find people selling supplements online but be sure to your due diligence.
Psilocybin mushrooms are not legal if you’re in the U.S. However, they have been decriminalized in some states. Look up the “Uncle Ben’s Rice Psilocybin” method, this is NOT encouraging illegal activity ;)