They see it. They see young athletes dying in the field. They see headlines of young adults never waking up. They have relatives that have died.

But they can’t fully take it in. They can’t process it. It has to be pushed away, otherwise the stress and worry of dying themselves would overwhelm them. They have to believe they’re going to be okay. They’re young. They can’t process the idea that our government is an enemy that is slowly killing us all.

The young carry the hope for the world. It comes naturally to them.

My daughter....early 30’s. Beautiful. The smartest person in our extended family. Funny. One of the best people I know. She has a wonderful life ahead of her.

She decided to go back to school, leaving the corporate world behind to become a RN in an 18-month program at her Alma Mater. Tough program.

Was vaxed four times.

And now she’s sick. A new autoimmune disease. Constant fatigue. Her eyes swell up at the slightest allergen so she can barely see out of them. That’s new. She never had bad allergies.

Her immune system is under attack. It’s so obvious. Everything changed after that second vax.

I’m slowly trying to make her realize what is happening to her, but it’s hard. And I realized yesterday it’s because she doesn’t want to know. And I don’t blame her in some ways. Like a lot of vaxed young adults, she doesn’t want to go to bed every night wondering if she’s going to wake up.

I’m terrified. If anything ever happens to her, I don’t think I could go on.

Im hoping her new hospital doesn’t want her to get another vax this fall. God, help all of these innocent, young people. Like so many others, she thought she was doing the right thing.

I don’t sleep much at night anymore. Keep us in your prayers.

Afterthought: I told her, begged her, texted her documents, videos, etc. about the vax. It’s not that I didn’t warn her....