My comment is late, but I think my version of things might give you hope.

I think the great awakening is literally a biblical event. When I say biblical, I mean it is rooted in the origins of the stories of the Bible, which stem from extra-terrestrial interaction. I have always been the person who would say “the Bible is a bunch of bullshit.” But now, after three years of really getting in deep, I believe we are gearing up for a shift in consciousness. It is my belief that we all (our souls in pure form) choose to manifest as humans. Once we die, we convert back to our soul state and May reincarnate at will. I believe this shift in consciousness will bring humanity closer to our soul states and we will live in perpetuity as a species as highly intelligent beings within the cosmos. But not everyone will be able to make the journey. There are those whose souls are not capable of accepting the eradication of their own evil, and they will be left behind.

This may sound like crazy talk, but consciousness is everywhere. It is the source that exists that we merely tap in to. It is how we are all connected, how everything is connected. Those in charge of helping humanity with the shift are not on a strict timeline and will only execute the shift once humanity is ready. Death to our creators is not a sad event. Suffering does not elicit an emotional response. It’s all part of our choice to exist here on earth. The Apocalypse is coming and in our lifetimes. This is the Great Awakening and nothing can stop it.