The word "agnostic" means "without knowledge". I don't think you fit that category.
Do you believe there is a God? Of course you do. Take it from there. Since there is a God, what did He say? You read His word. How is a person saved?
I understand that, and appreciate the comment. I would suspect though that the without knowledge definition in regards to God, is more along the lines of "not knowing Him." What its come to, I believe, is a literal leap of faith. Which as a kid, there was no need for faith, as I was told this is the way it is, just as i believed everything else i was told. I feel it that the leap of faith is inevitable, but im holding back as im waiting on something. Now you could say i just need to leap and in many ways I do that in my life in other aspects. However, for things like this, that are fundamental, I have understand the reasons why I'm not leaping before i do. If i don't it will not stick and feel like a house made on sand. I know because I've spent decades, in some cases, ignoring my feelings and the reasons for hesitation. When I needed to accept that i was feeling that, identify the reasons, and work through them.
The word "agnostic" means "without knowledge". I don't think you fit that category. Do you believe there is a God? Of course you do. Take it from there. Since there is a God, what did He say? You read His word. How is a person saved?
I understand that, and appreciate the comment. I would suspect though that the without knowledge definition in regards to God, is more along the lines of "not knowing Him." What its come to, I believe, is a literal leap of faith. Which as a kid, there was no need for faith, as I was told this is the way it is, just as i believed everything else i was told. I feel it that the leap of faith is inevitable, but im holding back as im waiting on something. Now you could say i just need to leap and in many ways I do that in my life in other aspects. However, for things like this, that are fundamental, I have understand the reasons why I'm not leaping before i do. If i don't it will not stick and feel like a house made on sand. I know because I've spent decades, in some cases, ignoring my feelings and the reasons for hesitation. When I needed to accept that i was feeling that, identify the reasons, and work through them.