Hello,
I've mentioned this a few times on this forum before in passing, and I'd like to give it a little more of a spotlight, and I'd also like to ask the other members here if they've experienced anything similar.
introductory point: I do believe my "third eye" or "pineal gland" is somewhat more developed than some other people's. I believe this because of three points: I live in Hawaii, where there is no fluoride in the drinking water. Supposedly fluoride promotes pineal gland calcification. Second, I am a heavy cannabis user, and I believe that my cannabis use has had an effect on my mind. Some readers might immediately discount my entire account hearing this. I am okay with that. Third, I have "felt" my third eye on numerous occasions. During meditation especially. It feels like pressure. Like a thumb pressing on my forehead. At times the pressure is extreme and uncomfortable.
At times, especially right before bed, where the room is dark, I can SEE swirling shadows, which are distracting, and then I begin to see forms, the silhouettes appear to have faces and upper bodies. They look like ugly people. No horns, no fangs, nothing like that. Just ugly people. Like goblins, I guess.
At a point, they notice I've noticed them, and they begin to wave their hands and arms over their head, almost like they're trying to startle me. They look like they're in fast motion, or that I'm living in slow motion. Sometimes it seems like they're want to charge me with a particularly nasty look on their face. Almost like they're trying to scare me. But that's just the visual portion.
I'm sure we're all familiar with the experience of remembering an embarrassing or humiliating moment of our pasts. I do believe that these "demons" have the capability of reaching into your memory and prompting you with something they believe will cause to to produce "Loosh," a byproduct of a painful thought, which they then consume for sustenance. It seems likely that "demons" are a natural part of the karma release process.
I've also had similar experiences with beings who appeared to be benevolent. One time, I saw two "demons", but for some reason, I could recognize them as two of my childhood friends. As soon as they realized I had recognized them, they began in the same frantic arm waving as their malevolent counterparts, but with a gleeful spirit, in the same fast-motion style.
Has anyone ever had any experiences remotely similar? Kinda putting myself out there, I guess.
Hey there. I'm super tired right now but I feel like I have to reply. I see those swirls and silhouettes too. For me, they do not take such distinct forms, I usually pray for protection upon noticing increased "activity". Rather they move about the room in vague forms...sometimes shiny eyes will glare at me but the eyes are disembodied, it could be 30 eyes at once, for example. It doesn't stop there though, sometimes I get "touched" or some heavy weight will descend upon me. Sometimes it's auditory, too. They interrupt my meditation and appear in my dreams when I make spiritual progress. The only thing that helps is invoking Jesus Christ or saying a prayer.
Could go into so much detail here on my theories etc. but if you wanted to hear from someone else that you're not alone with this...well, you're not and it's actually fascinating to hear from someone else who also sees this stuff. It's become something I only occasionally mention to my husband because I've tried talking to others about it, even a priest but they look at me like I'm crazy, so yeah.
Now you're not alone putting yourself out there :) hit me up if you ever wanna talk more about it.
I'm not particularly concerned about protection. Perhaps I am naive. I have never experienced these entities to ever do anything other than influence my mental faculties, nor do I believe they are capable. Some others have mentioned demons sitting on their chests during sleep paralysis, I've never experienced that.
I suppose my primary concern is the degree to which they can affect our thinking?
Have you experienced the rapid arm waving? To me it stands out particularly. Like it's what they do, or something.
Thanks for the reply :)
I also see them. It truly is a battle — whenever I get thoughts in my head now I question them, examine, before I react: is the thought coming from a place of love? If not, chase it out. This strategy has helped me a lot. This is the great awakening after all— and we are in battles. It’s of the spirit . Invoking Jesus is a great 💡
There are many thoughts we experience that are certainly not coming from a place of love, and it gets easier to recognize as time goes on.