Hello,
I've mentioned this a few times on this forum before in passing, and I'd like to give it a little more of a spotlight, and I'd also like to ask the other members here if they've experienced anything similar.
introductory point: I do believe my "third eye" or "pineal gland" is somewhat more developed than some other people's. I believe this because of three points: I live in Hawaii, where there is no fluoride in the drinking water. Supposedly fluoride promotes pineal gland calcification. Second, I am a heavy cannabis user, and I believe that my cannabis use has had an effect on my mind. Some readers might immediately discount my entire account hearing this. I am okay with that. Third, I have "felt" my third eye on numerous occasions. During meditation especially. It feels like pressure. Like a thumb pressing on my forehead. At times the pressure is extreme and uncomfortable.
At times, especially right before bed, where the room is dark, I can SEE swirling shadows, which are distracting, and then I begin to see forms, the silhouettes appear to have faces and upper bodies. They look like ugly people. No horns, no fangs, nothing like that. Just ugly people. Like goblins, I guess.
At a point, they notice I've noticed them, and they begin to wave their hands and arms over their head, almost like they're trying to startle me. They look like they're in fast motion, or that I'm living in slow motion. Sometimes it seems like they're want to charge me with a particularly nasty look on their face. Almost like they're trying to scare me. But that's just the visual portion.
I'm sure we're all familiar with the experience of remembering an embarrassing or humiliating moment of our pasts. I do believe that these "demons" have the capability of reaching into your memory and prompting you with something they believe will cause to to produce "Loosh," a byproduct of a painful thought, which they then consume for sustenance. It seems likely that "demons" are a natural part of the karma release process.
I've also had similar experiences with beings who appeared to be benevolent. One time, I saw two "demons", but for some reason, I could recognize them as two of my childhood friends. As soon as they realized I had recognized them, they began in the same frantic arm waving as their malevolent counterparts, but with a gleeful spirit, in the same fast-motion style.
Has anyone ever had any experiences remotely similar? Kinda putting myself out there, I guess.
I know of three books that talked about things like what you mentioned by people who I thought very sincere and truthful.
Psychic Warriors by David Morehouse He was in the military until he was shot in the head. Then he experienced lots of very strange things. HE was recruited in a program called Star Gates.
To Heaven and Back by Dr. Mary Neal She was in a rafting accident and after that, her third eyes opened and she had visitations by angels
From the Killing Fields to Heaven's Gate by Karen Yanhs Anderson A family who escaped the war in Cambodia and Vietnam. Author was a little girl at the time who had near-death-experiences and saw other dimensions. No angels or demons but other dimensions.
I will check those out, thank you.
All the angels I've seen never had any wings, I'll just say that. Only cloaks. All white, with cloaks. Super bright white. No discernible details.
I stumped our pastors about that. They like to draw them with 2 wings. The only winged angels in the Bible is in Isaiah. They have 6.
I am glad you are confirming for me this.
I am aware of that fact, however I will offer to you that there are different ranks of angels described in the Bible.
I didn't see any wings at all. They just looked like two figure in cloaks T posing in middair above me. Not two wings, not six. It was very blurry though, I have to admit.
Yes. Very true. There are definitely ranks. Thanks.