I am already so sick of everyone around me talking about the Queen as if she were a sinless angel who walked among us. I know that whole family is deeply disturbed and corrupted. I feel so isolated and feel like I am never going to be vindicated. Similar to the vax bs. Lost my dream career over it and everyone who knows my status judges me.
That said… Will Q’s plan be all behind the scenes? Or will it truly “shock the world”? The Bible talks about things coming to light. But is that only in reference to Jesus and the gospel?
Perhaps I need to change my mindset. And perhaps it’s selfish to want vindication. It’s just so frustrating. I know I’m not alone here and I’m probably reiterating a lot of what is already been said.
I don't think it's wrong to hope for vindication, and I think that one day soon you will swimming in it. The waiting is hard when you're waiting on God, but the payoff is worth it.
And yes, it will shock the world.
And yes, things that have been long hidden will be clearly seen (coming to light).
As far as your mindset, your feelings are normal. I would only say forgive freely and don't let negative emotions rule you or steal your joy. What you have lost isn't your last chance at happiness. Why not expect something better to come your way? The world is broad and wide, and God is your friend.
If making those choices to reorient your mind seems too difficult, ask God for grace, (His power to do what we have little strength to do). The answer to that request is always yes because it is already provided in Christ, whether it's the power to make a choice in the first place or the power to live the choices we have already made.
I'm telling you the truth. There is a bright future ahead, even if we must slog through little mud to get there, but you can start walking into it right now, and you'll have a head start on all those who can't see past their own problems.
You were born to rule in life, not to be ruled by it. You really can do that.
I love this. I have not let my isolation bitter my soul. I’m encouraged by God’s promises that I will not suffer in my losses, but only gain. I have the creator of the universe at my disposal. And He is my friend. And he truly has kept my hope alive. That’s for sure.
It just hurts my heart to know that my parents think I’m crazy. Of course we all want our parents to be proud of us. I’m still very young and they’re a huge part of my life. Of course they are super MAGA and also love Jesus. But the media and the lies have such a huge grip on them.
I think with the news of the queen, or any major news like this, only reinforces that isolation. Today was just a hard day. Not because of the queens death, but because my views on her death are very different.
Thank you for your encouragement and wise words. It’s very encouraging to hear this and I appreciate your support. God bless you
You're welcome, and no need to apologize for venting. Sometimes we just need to talk it out.