You can do the only thing you can do...grieve, mourn, remember the good times, cry as you pray and let some time pass. With time, life happens and you move on. You will be sad, depressed and questioning life, God and forever ask the questions why? could I have done something? Why didn't I see this coming? Just know that all of this is normal and expected under the circumstances. You might want to think about what you could do to honor his memory. Something good for someone else, someone in need.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.