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I've struggled with mental illness since my early 20s. I'm now 33. When lockdowns started in 2020, I was sent over the edge and had a break with reality. The thoughts I was having were WILD. I was certain civil war was brewing between red and blue. I thought I was being sex trafficked and recorded without my knowledge. It got as bad as me thinking I was going to birth both Jesus and the devil. The following months after hospitalizations were very hard to pick up the pieces when the world is still going to shit. There was so much hopium on this site at the time, it felt (and still feels) like a hopeful place populated by kind and extremely smart people here kept me inspired that the world can be helped.
Anyone else here have a literal break from reality during their great awakening? Think I'm a whimp?
Edit: thank you so much, frens
No lol you aren't a whimp. You're psychologically attuned to chaos. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, you have the gift of being sensitive to vibrational frequencies, but it may be that your mind is interpreting them in a confusing manner. That's typical to be honest, and takes time to work through. Chaos isn't evil, it's just a state of disorder. Evil needs order to function, that's why I've said many times that the greatest enemy of evil is not good, but chaos. I hope you are doing well and message me any time if you need someone to talk to that you may think others may not understand.
What's transpired with others within these past years for others already happened to me after 9/11 (I was twelve then). So for me, it's not so much of a full body and spirit transformation as it is an attenuation to a much more chaotic realm that others perceive, whereas I don't, since I predicted at some point it would have to happen. I didnt know how it would, but to keep in balance, it was inevitable. I just wish we could have done this without so many casualties, but that's how unwilling some were to understand that we can't live in a binary system of beliefs.
That is so kind of you :)
I struggle too. I'm not without flaws. Life is hell right now, I totally understand. But you can only control you. Do what you can to help others, but understand that you can only do so much. Reaching an equilibrium after reality is shattered is hard to do, and though I struggle with it myself, I know it can be done
And now you've got pedes all over praying for you too, so there's that. 😊