Didn’t cheat on her, commit dv or anything like that but I messed up pretty bad and my engagement is on the rocks now. I am so upset with myself that I haven’t ate in two days and it’s one of those things where my words don’t matter at the moment so I just feel powerless because nothing in the immediate will fix it. Only time and action will help it. I have made a plan of action I just hope she gives me the chance so I can weather this storm.
I don’t want to go into the details here but if you could pray for me I would appreciate it.
Is it your fault though? Did you do drugs? Rob a store? A prank gone wrong? You killed her turtle pet by accident? Told her she's stupid in the heat of the moment? Please tell me it's something really stupid.. because there is nothing else other than cheating, dv, drugs, crime that is so serious she left you. If it's something stupid then it means she's just looking for ANYTHING to get the hell away from you.
A true rship will not require you to make so much effort (if you didn't cheat, commit dv or anything like that) and for her to want to break it off. If she truly loves you, a fight ends before the day is over..it should be over in a couple of hours because she loves you too much to wait 2 days. When things are not meant to be , don't force it. Maybe God has a better partner for you in mind.
I honestly think he flushed down her pet goldfish in a moment of drunkenness