Yes, I feel the same way. I remember how upset and angry I was after the election, and after arrests didn’t happen after delta, after delta, after delta, and so on. It became very mentally draining, and at a point I almost gave up all hope and was like fuck it all. But my thoughts now are kind of similar to that moment in time, except in a positive way. I say I (us) see news and information about what’s actually going on, significantly more than the average person. And even for how much I look at this board and see what’s going on each day, it’s really been overwhelming for me. It’s like something, sometimes multiple things, happen each day. And it’s really hard to keep up with things, and seems like I’m sort of numb to it now. Something that would have been absolutely mind shattering to me 5 years ago, is now just a nonchalant acknowledgment now. But now, I’m not angry and in fuck it mode anymore. Now I seem to have peace about whatever may come. And have learned to take any information or breaking story for a grain of salt. So many things that were supposedly “happening” moments, turned out to be a dud. Now I always just think, give it a week and see what actually comes of this. And even then, I just have a peace in my mind. Knowing that like everyone else, I will eventually die someday regardless. Not in a negative tone, but knowing that the end is inevitable, gives me peace. That even if the worst things happened and I became tortured, or enslaved etc., it will eventually end. So why get myself all bent out of shape over it? I mind as well have a positive, happy minded er while I’m here 🤷🏻‍♂️