Like most of us here, I have family and friends who are brainwashed and who will not wake up, and some who go so far as to ridicule my "conspiracy crap" .
It's the family that hurts. I have finally given myself permission to let go of the responsibility to save them by awakening them, and leaving that in God's hands. As a human and family member, I feel a little guilt, but I feel more empowered by the freedom to focus my time and energy on finding and bonding with like-minded people rather than wasting it on hopeless cases "because they're family" .
If my family comes to me and asks for help, of course I will help them. But I will not jeopardize my ability to protect and care for those who need me to seek that one lost sheep... that's Jesus' role, and if he works through me then so be it.
I will pray for them.
But I give myself permission to let go of the responsibility, guilt and related stress. And I encourage you to consider that if you have not done so. It's unique for each of us. Just know that it is okay.
The truth sets us free. The Truth of God's Word and also the truth of what is going on in our world. The whole world lieth in wickedness (1 John 5:19) takes on a whole new meaning when you understand this conspiracy stuff. It really is a spiritual thing when people's eyes are open to it. Some might just be too weak to deal and God isn't ready for them to handle it yet. I think to myself, the internet has been up almost 30 years now and I found this stuff without anyone waking me up, just a hunger for the truth of why things are so messed up. Let everyone be persuaded in their own mind writes Apostle Paul of getting people to believe the truth of the Gospel message. I think this advice applies to learning that the whole world lieth in wickedness too.