So, i kind of wanted to reach out to anyone willing to listen. Kind of a Mental Health Post and in a way I am hoping for some relief in a sense. I discovered Q in 2018, and I genuinely believe it's changed me for the better, I believe myself lucky to have discovered the drops and have been astounded by what has transpired the last 5 years since then. Although I have also been greatly fatigued mentally by it, I wish not to spread doom, for i do have faith that there will come about a great victory for all of Humanity, and despite having to tread through the mud- to speak somewhat poetically, The best is indeed yet to come.

I just wish sometimes i had more patience, I have damaged relationships, lost friends, Damaged my own reputation in a way and i am at fault- i will admit, for the above being said. Part of me wishes and longs for the day that the veil will be lifted and people whom i use to know, whom i still care for in my heart, despite knowing that ill never be able to go back to how it was before or even speak to them again, would realize what i had been going through and forgive me, Which i admit is selfish of me. I know the ultimate goal is much more than how i feel or have felt- And somethings happen the way they do for a good reason.

I also know that, despite feeling alone, i am not alone for there are unsung heroes whom have been waiting much longer than I, and whom have suffered much more than I. To be honest, despite how i feel, i know that i have had great luck in my life for that i am grateful. Ultimately when the day that most on this board have been anticipating comes, This Great Shift in our People's Consciousness, i believe the weight upon our souls will be lifted and even some vindication will be granted. Anyways, this post is kind of all over the place, but i wish all of you the best and welcome words of encouragement and wisdom from those who are willing to offer it. Thank you.