Important Question I have to ask. Please let me know - Does anyone feel like you are under some subtle, unknown influence that is weakening your motivation, drive, resolve, ability, resulting in a mindless sense of lethargy that is blunting your action on self-identified critical task. - The Great Awakening

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Important Question I have to ask. Please let me know - Does anyone feel like you are under some subtle, unknown influence that is weakening your motivation, drive, resolve, ability, resulting in a mindless sense of lethargy that is blunting your action on self-identified critical task.

posted 145 days ago by MuckeyDuck 145 days ago by MuckeyDuck +212 / -2

I've always had a side that leaned toward procrastination, but never to the point that I seem physically, mentally unable to take care of business.

For example, I still have a number of task not started, or unfinished that I need to complete to protect my property, family wellbeing, in the event of civil unrest.

I have done somethings, but I am very frustrated that I am having such difficulty getting key important task completed. "You fucking had the chance and failed them", is how I will feel if I don't complete these things.

I am hesitant to blame what might be pure sorry ass laziness on some outside force, but damn it man, I swear I seem to be under the influence of some bad mojo, and was just wondering if I was alone in this.

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– MuckeyDuck [S] 10 points 145 days ago +10 / -0

Got a few things I need to finish:

Putting up my 6ft fence along front property
Finish putting down my shallow well with hand pump (started/going slow)
Walk neighborhood with plan to organize defense plan.
Put up security cams in right place
Purchase Night Vision
No bugout plan. Ain't know body running me off my property. I'll die to protect.

It's not like I have done nothing, but not there yet.

For my front fence, I have grown some Bougainvillea plants from cuttings that I planted in front of fence path. They are very thorny, and when they grow out would be almost impossible to penetrate without pain.

I have well, not on city water, and generator, but that would only last for a couple weeks. Also have 15K pool water source, and enough Sawyer mini filters I could keep from thirsting to death for a while, and could flush potty's, but I really want to get that well down with pitcher pump.

I have probably three months of emergency food per person.
A 30x30 garden with some beans, melons, cucumbers, pineapples.
1 Banana tree, two Jamacan cherry trees (birds eat), one Moringa tree (young)
At least 1000 rounds per bang bang.
Enough Chlorine Dioxide to last a year, six tubes of horse paste IVM, Vit-D, multivitamins etc. and DMSO.
I'm square with the lord (a big one.)
Enough money to burn a wet mule runnin (just kidding)
Lanterns
Two generators. (working on one given to me the other day for free) Guy used it once, didn't know to drain fuel out of carb for storage) so he bought a new one, used it once, didn't drain carb, bought a new one and then learned to drain fuel lol.
Need to get three or four at least 2000 lumen dependable flashlights.