I deeply apologize if this is not allowed but I am throwing all caution to the wind. I had an experience that lead me to Christ. It was the greatest decision of my life. It was the same experience that set me searching based on certain behaviors for understanding and that led me to Q and to this board. I have kept my head down for years. Not so much from fear but more from situations that have kept me too busy to think of anything else. I am so grateful for this board and the fellowship here. I have also learned a great deal. I feel terrible asking for more but I am desperate. I need prayer. I also need minds sharper than mine. I am in a battle not for my life but my child’s. For years I have been fighting and I am so very tired. Pediatric cancer is a monster and we have no savings left no doctors with the knowledge left and now there is yet another new and painful mystery ailment. Now I need to go to yet another new hospital where I have to meet round after round of doctors. We have had such horrible experiences that just the idea of another hospital makes me nauseous. I feel like I am walking this tightrope. I have to give them enough information to help them figure out what to do or test to order but if I don’t address them just right we will be blown off. Twice I didn’t handle that right and twice we had to be life flighted when it wasn’t “me overacting “ it is so hard. My only comfort is knowing that at the end of the day it is in my Lords hands. Yet I am literally trembling as I organize all the paperwork and pack and check meds. Please please pray for us. The pain is tremendous and with a compromised liver my options are limited. We have been pressured so hard to transition to palliative care but that is not something he is ready for and in truth neither am I. He doesn’t want a painless death he wants to live!!!! We are very much in the crosshairs because of my refusal of the clot shot and I suspect there is something in the doctors notes because that was when everything changed. Please please pray we get breakthrough. His cancer is well managed but they still push palliative care. I am alone and I am exhausted and I can’t do it anymore but I will because I can’t NOT fight for him. I have seen God deliver so many times and my faith in him is strong but my faith in our medical system is completely broken.
I can’t do this alone
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I'm really sorry for what you're going through. I suggest kneeling down and accepting the Holy Spirit into your heart, speak in tongues. Get some oil, annoint your son's head and declare he is healed. Declare you break off all past agreements that declared he is sick and you declare right there and then he's healed, there is no such thing as Cancer in God's book, and make a new agreement in Jesus name to break off all or any bloodlie curse that brought youa nd your son to this present situation and that you're both children of God, from this day onward you both surrender to God and trust in Him wholeheartedly, let God's will be done, not your will, nor the will of the earthly things. Let Holy spirit annoint both and your son, get baptized. He is healed. Amen.
Your situation is the storm. Jesus is asking you to walk on water (your problems) and come to Him. The storm will die down, you overcome that storm by holding on to Jesus' hands. He asked you Why do you doubt my child? Don't doubt. God is watching and caring for you at this crucial moment which will shape and purify both and your son. Embrace it and walk with confidence.
Confirmation. Thank you. I was told last year to stand in my authority as his mother and to get anointing oil. I did but I did not quite know what to do or how to do it ( wasn’t raised in the church) thank you.
You're welcome. My pleasure. Words are important, our thoughts and words that come out, you speak out loud. You have to acknowledge this is a supernatural world. Regardless of science, medicines, take this, try that, God is bigger than those things. When Jesus healed, He didn't say go take this medicine, do this chemo, diet, or whatever tech we've got these days. Jesus healed through the Holy Spirit as a man (not by his own superpower because He's the Christ) and child of God. You are a child of God. Your son is a child of God. Know this.
John 14:12 - Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.
1 min long video that explains all
"Your Faith Has Cured Your Servant." The Faithful Centurion | Jesus Of Nazareth
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6Xwv2GDCjc