I had become defeated by drugs and alcohol, overcome by fear and an inability to generate rational thoughts and decisions. I cried out to the lord as a final hail mary of faith as i traveled the field to nowhere. As a bolt of lightning strikes the ground and the vibrations shake the walls of your home, my soul was penetrated and enlightened, and a new way of life was established. I checked into rehab on Dec.03/24, unable to check GAW or receive news of the outside world around me, i sat patiently in surrender to the will of our father who is in heaven. I completed the 30 day program and by my own choosing and the graceful guiding hand of god, i admitted myself into another program, one with home like qualities, in these walls i sit currently. Sober, grateful, and wearing the full armor of god, an armor so comforting it has become lighter than the clothing i wear. I am now 33 days sober, and i thank you all for letting me share. God is good, and he is with us, and together we will be joined in the new Jerusalem that awaits us beyond the demise of Babylon. I pray for those who still sleep, and to the addict who has yet to recover. In the name of the father son and the holy spirit i pray these lost souls become blessed and awakened for them to find guidance toward the path of the righteous. In Jesus name, Amen.

Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.

Psalm 40:1-3 I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. 2 He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. 3 He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him. Proverbs 21:12-13 12 The Righteous One, takes note of the house of the wicked and brings the wicked to ruin.

13 Whoever shuts their ears to the cry of the poor will also cry out and not be answered