I am the same! I cannot for the life of me shut up about it. I have to insert stuff into conversations... FFS, how can I not when in EVERY conversation I need to ignore it in order to have it in the first place! There are no safe spaces anymore, safe heavens that your can retrieve to heal, they have infected EVERYTHING. Recently, while walking and sorting our thoughts wife and I met an old friend who we did not see for a year... Guess what I brought up and cut of fake smiles and pretending how we care that we did not see each other in sooo long (we did not by the way because guy had a fit, because my wife was sick and I did not want to attend his party and spent time with her to heal, so he resent us)... I mentioned children subject to my in-laws, boy you could cut tension with a knife in the air... Ultimately, I don't think that makes any difference, my lefty friend just looked at me like what the hell am I saying, and walked away with his new boyfriend... My in laws, well... much the same as my parents... I wish I can get to them. The only thing all of them have learned is not to bring certain subjects when I am around, but all of them keep doing the same damn thing. Follow the gospel of their TV sets, and just humor me when I am around, at best....