I can't imagine the pain and the unseen battles you've fought to get to this point.

My suggestion will seem ignorant as I can't grasp your experiences, however I gain so much joy from listening to podcasts during the day when I was "recovering". I downloaded Dan Bongino, X22 Report, Praying Medic, Verdict with Ted Cruz and silly and distracting stuff like Coast to Coast AM discussions about famous UFO cases, famous haunting, cryptids and other such fun stuff that scared the sh*t out of me when I was younger. I added podcasts to my structured daily routine and it was a joy. I'd light a candle in the evenings and spend an hour not escaping or being distracted, but learning interesting new things.

God bless you and your loved ones.

You are in my prayers.

I can't imagine the pain and the unseen battles you've fought to get to this point.

My suggestion will seem ignorant as I can't grasp your experiences, however I gain so much joy from listening to podcasts during the day when I was "recovering". I downloaded Dan Bongino, X22 Report, Praying Medic, Verdict with Ted Cruz and silly and distracting stuff like Coast to Coast AM discussions about famous UFO cases, famous haunting, cryptids and other such fun stuff that scared the sh*t out of me when I was younger. I added podcasts to my structured daily routine and it was a joy.

God bless you and your loved ones.

You are in my prayers.