I'm learning to numb myself to the happenings. Not getting to0 high or low. It's not indifference, it's the realization that I have zero control on when or what's going to happen big picture wise. I can control my fight at a local level and have been doing what I can in that regards. I have woken up who I could, and to try and do much more on that end seems futile. People have to come to that realization by themselves. When it all goes down I'm going to be there for them, to explain how we have all been lied to; and to tell a few of them to fuck off ;)

I'm learning to numb myself to the happenings. Not getting to high or low. It's not indifference, it's the realization that I have zero control on when or what's going to happen big picture wise. I can control my fight at a local level and have been doing what I can in that regards. I have woken up who I could, and to try and do much more on that end seems futile. People have to come to that realization by themselves. When it all goes down I'm going to be there for them, to explain how we have all been lied to; and to tell a few of them to fuck off ;)