Ty for your kind words, fren. I know how it works, I've been sober for nearly ten years when I was 34, but the last five years kicked me back to the addiction. For whatever reason. I felt safe, how bad can one beer be? Or four, or five? Or a bottle of wine? Or some good single malt? I can quit whenever I want to. Yeah, for sure. I lie to myself. Now I'm five years in and just have enough.

The first time I got rid of alcohol I went to a therapy for three months, now, with a little help, I will to do it on my own, together with my wife.

It's not like we ruin ourselves, we have a good life, wonderful kids, we're awakened, but we just drink too much. We can't be fully awakened when we take poison on a regular basis. This is stupid.

I had a lot of addictions in my life, cocaine, extasy, cigarettes, amphetamine, I got rid of all of them, alcohol sticks to me. But my mindset changed due to the awakening, so I'll get rid of the alcohol, too.

I found back to God, and he doesn't want me to drink. When I was on my own, I chose to drink. I'm not on my own anymore.

Ty for your kind words, fren. I know how it works, I've been sober for nearly ten years when I was 34, but the last five years kicked me back to the addiction. For whatever reason. I felt safe, how bad can one beer be? Or four, or five? Or a bottle of wine? Or some good single malt? I can quit whenever I want to. Yeah, for sure. I lie to myself. Now I'm five years in and just have enough.

The first time I got rid of alcohol I went to a therapy for three months, now, with a little help, I will to do it on my own, together with my wife.

It's not like we ruin ourselves, we have a good life, wonderful kids, we're awakened, but we just drink too much. We can't be fully awakened when we take poison on a regular basis. This is stupid.

I had a lot of addictions in my life, cocaine, extasy, cigarettes, amphetamine, I got rid of all of them, alcohol sticks to me. But my mindset changed due to the awakening, so I'll get rid of the alcohol, too.

Ty for your kind words, fren. I know how it works, I've been sober for nearly ten years when I was 34, but the last five years kicked me back to the addiction. For whatever reason. I felt safe, how bad can one beer be? Or four, or five? Or a bottle of wine? Or some good single malt? I can quit whenever I want to. Yeah, for sure. I lie to myself. Now I'm five years in and just have enough.

The first time I got rid of alcohol I went to a therapy for three months, now, with a little help, I will to do it on my own, together with my wife.

It's not like we ruin ourselves, we have a good life, wonderful kids, we're awakened, but we just drink too much. We can't be fully awakened when we take poison on a regular basis. This is stupid.

I had a lot of addictions in my life, cocaine, extasy, cigarettes, amphetamine, I got rid off all of them, alcohol sticks to me. But my mindset changed due to the awakening, so I'll get rid of the alcohol, too.

Ty for your kind words, fren. I know how it works, I've been sober for nearly ten years when I was 34, but the last five years kicked me back to the addiction. For whatever reason. I felt safe, how bad can one beer be? Or four, or five? Or a bottle of wine? Or some good single malt? I can quit whenever I want to. Yeah, for sure. I lie to myself. Now I'm five years in and just have enough.

The first time I got rid of alcohol I went to a therapy for three months, now, with a little help, I will to do it on my own, together with my wife.

It's not like we ruin ourselves, we have a good life, wonderful kids, we're awakened, but we just drink too much. We can't be fully awakened when we take poison on a regular basis. This is stupid.