The Buddhists have something this anon/anyone could use. They practice Awakening on the daily and have been. 40k view. Realizing attachment is suffering. Understanding you will die. Everyone will die. Literally everyone, even liberals and the immigrants. Nobody gets out alive. That's a huge red pill that everyone is or has already taken. Normal person or not. And not everyone has it as easy as us. We get to go through this "confusion" kek, knowing we already won. Also knowing only good stuff will happen to us. Because we know that the bad stuff is actually good stuff all in our favor. So even though we are acting worried and sort of approximating fear and pain, that really we know the future and how everything ends. We aren't supposed to, of course. But we do and in that way OP is right. We aren't really living. Because that would include a whole half!! of the shit we don't have to acknowledge. Some people have to and can't just turn off the computer after a long hard day of suffering in fear and hunger. Which is nice. Being a winner that deserves even more riches and still we hunger for blood! We deserve to witness the suffering of people we have been told deserve it. Sounds crass, but we aren't snowflakes, we do what must be done. Easy street. It ain't hard to sleep knowing how righteous we are.

The Buddhists have something this anon/anyone could use. They practice Awakening on the daily and have been. 40k view. Realizing attachment is suffering. Understanding you will die. Everyone will die. Literally everyone, even liberals and the immigrants. Nobody gets out alive. That's a huge red pill that everyone is or has already taken. Normal person or not. And not everyone has it as easy as us. We get to go through this "confusion" kek, knowing we already won. Also knowing only good stuff will happen to us. Because we know that the bad stuff is actually good stuff all in our favor. So even though we are acting worried and sort of approximating fear and pain, that really we know the future and how everything ends. We aren't supposed to, of course. But we do and in that way OP is right. We aren't really living. Because that would include a whole half!! of the shit we don't have to acknowledge. Some people have to and can't just turn off the computer after a long hard day of suffering in fear and hunger. Which is nice.