Mental tired can be worse than physical tired. My mind never shuts down and then I can’t sleep long at night until I’m so exhausted. It want, email me the details of symptoms. I can research herbs or supplements that might help. Obviously less work helps but kinda hard when you have responsibilities. Take care 🥹
I remember something about that. I watch TV, more older stuff before it was woke. I have watched two reality shows in my life. Some wrestler, don’t remember the name, he was funny only reason I kept watching. And some show on an island trying to win money. Not survivor. I probably won’t be watching his reality show. He does have a serious I think crime drama. I’ll probably watch eventually. It’s got to have 2-3 seasons before I invest time. So much is canceled now.
Please pray for my family. Mama was in ER last week, not talking and a blank stare. She made eye contact and I think she was listening to us and the medical staff. She got better by end of day. She had UTI, don’t know how it went undiagnosed. All were thinking the mental state was from UTI. She had few good days at nursing home, eating but not talking a lot. Been there two years and hasn’t talked much. She wants to be home and I have seen a change in her because she can’t go home. Long story short, she’s had chronic pain at least thirty years and has taken too many prescription pain meds. I understand the pain but they will make your body & mind decline quicker than normal. So, we don’t know if she’s actually got something wrong with her or it’s depression and giving up due to her health decline and being at the nursing home.
It’s really hard on my dad. He was never the lovey doughty type husband. Since she’s been away from home he’s gone just about every day. Takes her food most days. Puts up with mama talking junk about him, doesn’t want her home.
we have call today with doctor to talk about possible testing and how we proceed from here. In best case scenario mama would go peacefully because she’s not happy. After her parents died she started shutting down from the world. Ten years later and she’s hardly anything like herself. She never moved away from home, we all live next to each other since I was a child.
I’m praying for my dad to have peace and acceptance of the situation. That’s easier said than done. Of course I want her better but I don’t expect it. She can’t do anything for herself, even needs help walking from bed to chair. She could feed herself last week, that’s all.
Thanks for listening.
One of the gen chats in the last few days had comments about demonic spirits and MK Ultra in the sleep sounds online. If I need those sounds I usually use YouTube, only reason found better ones. I listened to waves on Spotify that didn’t work went to airplane noise, white noise and found pink noise. What’s weird ocean waves or plane noise usually helps me sleep longer. I didn’t know there were so many different “noise” modes. So I don’t know if the one I listed to had subliminal messages or I just had “a monkey on my back” aka the devil. Almost every time I have something going on very early I can’t sleep, been this way a long time. Mom was same way before big trips. I sleep less than 20 minutes and wide awake. Doesn’t matter if I take herbs, RX or nothing. I can be exhausted no sleep for nights and still can only sleep four hours.
Anywho, after my husband left for work about 1:30 I got back in the bed and crashed. I woke up about 5:30 and so darn scared. I got up and turned on the lights, heated up leftover coffee and prayed like crazy.
I believe like many older Christian in my area, don’t speak it if you don’t want it coming true. I’m not superstitious but can’t hurt. I also believe speaking negative thoughts can bring us down if we do it enough.
I’ll only give a brief explanation: I was in Hell, no version I’ve ever heard spoken about in my life. I saw dead bodies falling like rain. The events before were very detailed and demonic. I usually have outlandish crazy dreams nothing like this. I woke up and went into front of the house turning on all lights. Praying till I fell back asleep.
I have stopped doing deep dives on pedo and demonic things. I read post here but that’s it. I’m not overly stressed, not anymore than usually and nothing new.
I’ve been sick about four times since last fall. Six weeks in January and February. I’m not vaccinated, haven’t received a vax in about twenty five years. My body has been through a lot this past eighteen months so I don’t blame it all on whatever is being released. I’m probably more likely to catch something though. The last two times it only lasted a couple days. Hopefully eating carnivore and taking bovine organ supplements are helping.
My daughter is taking bovine supplements and bee propolis. She thinks the propolis is helping. She hasn’t been as sick as me when it was going through the family. She also drinks greens supplement and been on prenatal vitamins about two years. She eats a normal diet with out dyes & bad ingredients.
I read about this, your attached article has more details. I wouldn’t put it past Priscilla. She tried to get Graceland from Lisa Marie’s oldest daughter, I think her name is Riley. Also Priscilla is Scientologist. Elvis grieved probably till his death. I only know what the internet says, I just don’t like her. I know he was far from a saint!
Very true! I’ve never tried moonshine even the legal moonshines. Don’t know what I’m scared of I drank Everclear back in the day. That’s illegal in many states. I rarely drink maybe a non lime margarita on the rocks a few times a year from a Mexican restaurant. I made the comment because 100s of years ago the beer was safer than water in Europe.
Trump plane passing over Charlotte Motor Speedway. I don’t follow Nascar anymore but I do still admire the attitude of the fans and some teams. (Long story why I don’t follow & not important.)
Oh wow that’s horrible. I bet an essential oil would cure them. There’s so many I don’t which one. I’ll do some research. It’s almost like they left a virus in the bites. About ten years ago after a hurricane came through the mosquitos were worse than usual. Maybe they blew in from the Caribbean. My upper arm itched for six months. I finally went to the dermatologist they said my nerves irritated. I was prescribed a very expensive itching lotion. It was worth every dollar!
I went outside about two minutes come back in a feel something on my neck. A tiny gnat feasting on me. When I was a child gnats didn’t bite. They would worry the hell out of you and you looked like an idiot waving your hand at the air🤣 That’s a big positive for living near the coast, a good wind will keep them off you. Don’t get me started on the no see ems. Yeah that’s a real bug worse than skeeters.
Interesting thought. I’ve had such bad dreams in the past month that I won’t say the details out loud. Every dream someone in my immediate family was in. I usually dream about my grandparents that have been died ten years and some longer. I believe RX and some herbs make you dream outlandish dreams.
I’ve had one recurring dream in my life that no one was in. It was a pink sandcastle on the beach every time I got close it melted like the wicked witch in the wizard of oz. At the time I was seeing a therapist once a month. She always said you are whats happening or you are the dream. I could never wrap my head around that. One of my dreams recently there was a copperhead snake and someone was close it. I may have many faults but I’m certainly not a snake.
I haven’t heard of that show. This was a younger guy maybe 30-40. I’ve tried to find it it was a little crazy but good. He’s from up north and his dad is on the south some.