It was the scale of apathy, acceptance of corruption, and even the participation in its moral degradation by my fellow citizens that did surprise me. I do not even recognize my countrymen anymore, I do not know these people anymore. I am a foreigner in their hostile land. This is what a nation without God feels like. Empty, rootless, corrupt, unbearable, dangerous, and demonic.
Look at them, still masking, still boosting, still corrupting children with their pedophilia and pornography. Still addicted to television, professional sports, still glued to their facebooks and tiktoks, still wearing their rainbow flags, murdering and sodomizing one another, still putting profit over people, worshiping their golden calves and false idols and rejecting God at every possible opportunity and now openly worshiping Satan in our schools, our government buildings, and on display in the places we shop daily.
God help us all.
I'm 44 now and have thought most people are stupid and a sense of despair at the vacuity of the masses' daily lives since I was a teenager. It's something that we seem to have an innate capacity to 'get' (even though it takes some longer than others). Whether it's pineal gland, whatever I don't profess to know, but am sure grateful for it.
Similar boat here, always felt different and outside the mainstream. Fell into drink and smoke as a young man to deal with the frustration of seeing outside the paradigm while most others were blind to the truth, or at least my somewhat limited understanding of it. Meeting another person who had the veil removed from their eyes was rare, but a Godsend. Now I've sobered up and seeing so many people awakening is amazing, transcendent. I think and feel that things are going more and more quickly in the right direction, although we still have rough seas ahead. All of this is far from over
My 10 year old already gets that adults are a buzz kill. He doesn't understand why we do things. All he knows is that we make him do things he doesn't want to. Moderate his sugar intake. TV. Friends. We have reasons that he can't respect because he can't understand the why of it. It's a whole thing. He finds other kids or friends that feel the same way. Teachers tell them to do homework! Why?! Doesn't make sense. They then "misbehave". My son knows better. He knows they are just trying to teach him shit he won't ever need to know because he's gonna play video games. I'm so proud of him for already knowing that adults are full of shit, authority is a lie, and if he Internally feels good about something, go with that.