I dislike this topic because I suffered a death without dying trying to wake up family, friends, and my community. Instead every single one of them too this poisoned jab. I’m about to lose my house through a separation which this scamdemic had a role in and I’m about to start a life of solitude, by myself and move in to a rental in two weeks.
On the other side, despite what seems to be a non-stop mourning for my previous “sleeping” life. I’m also grateful because I feel like a new person. I don’t give a fuck anymore. Any conformity I had left to this sick society, is gone. I might have no friends right now, and half my family might be taken away sooner because everyone of them took the poison, but those things I cannot control. I tried. I tried to the point where I was asking myself if there was a point waking up the next morning. But here I am, now working on myself harder than ever.
To the survivors, I think we just need to work on ourselves. We will be needed by those who rejected and laughed at us.
I made the decision to leave. I tried to teach her how to think for herself, how to research information. Whenever I provided her evidence, she never thought for herself. She always had to get an opinion of someone from her circle of friends, all of whom are virtue signaling brainwashed zombies who did nothing but use her and whisper the narrative in her ears. She's in the nursing field, literally parrots "safe and effective" and "could have been worse" and every other programmed statements that the herd use. And now, just recently, I found her with some prescribed medication for shingles. Since our separation, I have said nothing about this topic anymore. I was tired of the arguments. They made me sad. I respected her field and her beliefs even when I didn't agree with them. But when I went out and spent time fighting this fucking tyranny, all I got was an earful and we argued. I wanted to start a family with her. I proposed to her just after the scamdemic hit, thinking nothing of it and just laughing it off. I was happy despite the clownfuckery. I'm now over 40, I don't know whether I'll be able to start a family. But I'll continue to fight. I'll continue to work on myself physically and mentally.
The algorithm is interesting to me. I am more inclined as you and teeter to the side of faith in what God has created and not in a man made hyped up, clown driven agenda.
I have a family member on the complete opposite side and believes fully that these clowns were and are the good guys. This family was saying things like he cares about my survival and I need to wear double masks and blah blah blah.
His heart very well could of been trying to do the right thing and he still cannot comprehend rejection. At first I was trying to be nice.
The other side of this is us. We have faith in real foundational things and it is foreign and mind boggling to them. I have always noticed this but not to this height.
These people on what we categorize as lefties have washed themselves in the blood of a manmade religion and they are like babies in it. Zealous for their new found manmade religion. Yet is you say this they will still mock you and say they are not.
Do not doubt yourself and be depressed. You are on the sid that actually cares and are just learning how to cope with rejection. That is a thing too.
However all this pans out I would prefer to be on the side of God and that all by itself is frightening because I see the levels of faith and I want to be considered weak in the eyes of God because I know there is torment knowing more.
These lefties are awakened to evil and they are blind as a bat. Some will make it out and honestly I think man kind has had many revelations over the thousands of years of man kind. Only when Gods algorithm is meet to good vs evil and He says it is a wrap—will it be a wrap. Till then we are living in the most exciting time in the history of the world and the USA ;)
So sad to hear your story - but at the same time glad for you as well. You managed to extricate yourself from the matrix. A resurrection of sorts from your death without dying.
The truth is not for everyone and that is why they choose to stay asleep - or so they would like to think. The truth for them is just too hard to face so they would rather go about their made up lives thinking they are ignoring it - putting their fingers in their ears and going la,la, la,la. Some day there will be a reckoning - either in this life or the next. But, it will come. A sleeping type of innocence is for children and it is a beautiful thing to behold; but, sleeping for adults is just willful ignorance. So feel envious of the child and their innocence. The adults around you however, have decided to not listen to the truth because it would require them to make some uncomfortable choices. Do not envy their state. You will find others of like mind. After all, you found this forum.
Good luck to you in forging a new path for yourself. Every day try to empty the U-Haul - both physically and emotionally. Keep what is good and discard the rest. The good will strengthen you, while the rest will only weigh you down. God bless you.
Thank you. I definitely do not envy the adults who have chosen to be plugged into the matrix. In fact, at the start of my separation, I was filled with anger for the world and everyone in it. However, even when most of the anger has dissipated, only to be replaced with me feeling very sad for them, when I find myself walking in an ocean of "people" in the city, I actually feel like I'm walking "alone". Or walking through an ocean of drones.
I will not stop. I will continue to work on myself. And if the opportunity presents itself, I will continue to help others who are willing, to get unplugged from the mass psychosis.
Good for you. When it is all distilled down, we can only change our own minds. In many ways we do control our environment by our own thoughts. If we have a negative mindset, that is exactly what we will see. I am glad to hear you have turned the corner from being angry to having compassion on those still held in the grip of the slavery of their own making. Keep working on yourself and be ready to help provide a lifeboat for others - because if you are not good, you will be no good to help the others. We need you on this side of the fight fren. God bless.
I dislike this topic because I suffered a death without dying trying to wake up family, friends, and my community. Instead every single one of them too this poisoned jab. I’m about to lose my house through a separation which this scamdemic had a role in and I’m about to start a life of solitude, by myself and move in to a rental in two weeks.
On the other side, despite what seems to be a non-stop mourning for my previous “sleeping” life. I’m also grateful because I feel like a new person. I don’t give a fuck anymore. Any conformity I had left to this sick society, is gone. I might have no friends right now, and half my family might be taken away sooner because everyone of them took the poison, but those things I cannot control. I tried. I tried to the point where I was asking myself if there was a point waking up the next morning. But here I am, now working on myself harder than ever.
To the survivors, I think we just need to work on ourselves. We will be needed by those who rejected and laughed at us.
I love you all.
God bless you for trying. I had a similar thing with my mother, who's now had 4 jabs and getting sicker by the day.
At the outset she didn't like the information I was giving her because it scared her.
I hope you and your spouse can come back together. I know it's hard, but I am always rooting for marriages.
I made the decision to leave. I tried to teach her how to think for herself, how to research information. Whenever I provided her evidence, she never thought for herself. She always had to get an opinion of someone from her circle of friends, all of whom are virtue signaling brainwashed zombies who did nothing but use her and whisper the narrative in her ears. She's in the nursing field, literally parrots "safe and effective" and "could have been worse" and every other programmed statements that the herd use. And now, just recently, I found her with some prescribed medication for shingles. Since our separation, I have said nothing about this topic anymore. I was tired of the arguments. They made me sad. I respected her field and her beliefs even when I didn't agree with them. But when I went out and spent time fighting this fucking tyranny, all I got was an earful and we argued. I wanted to start a family with her. I proposed to her just after the scamdemic hit, thinking nothing of it and just laughing it off. I was happy despite the clownfuckery. I'm now over 40, I don't know whether I'll be able to start a family. But I'll continue to fight. I'll continue to work on myself physically and mentally.
I know that feel fren. If anything, this experience has made us warriors.
The algorithm is interesting to me. I am more inclined as you and teeter to the side of faith in what God has created and not in a man made hyped up, clown driven agenda.
I have a family member on the complete opposite side and believes fully that these clowns were and are the good guys. This family was saying things like he cares about my survival and I need to wear double masks and blah blah blah.
His heart very well could of been trying to do the right thing and he still cannot comprehend rejection. At first I was trying to be nice.
The other side of this is us. We have faith in real foundational things and it is foreign and mind boggling to them. I have always noticed this but not to this height.
These people on what we categorize as lefties have washed themselves in the blood of a manmade religion and they are like babies in it. Zealous for their new found manmade religion. Yet is you say this they will still mock you and say they are not.
Do not doubt yourself and be depressed. You are on the sid that actually cares and are just learning how to cope with rejection. That is a thing too.
However all this pans out I would prefer to be on the side of God and that all by itself is frightening because I see the levels of faith and I want to be considered weak in the eyes of God because I know there is torment knowing more.
These lefties are awakened to evil and they are blind as a bat. Some will make it out and honestly I think man kind has had many revelations over the thousands of years of man kind. Only when Gods algorithm is meet to good vs evil and He says it is a wrap—will it be a wrap. Till then we are living in the most exciting time in the history of the world and the USA ;)
So sad to hear your story - but at the same time glad for you as well. You managed to extricate yourself from the matrix. A resurrection of sorts from your death without dying.
The truth is not for everyone and that is why they choose to stay asleep - or so they would like to think. The truth for them is just too hard to face so they would rather go about their made up lives thinking they are ignoring it - putting their fingers in their ears and going la,la, la,la. Some day there will be a reckoning - either in this life or the next. But, it will come. A sleeping type of innocence is for children and it is a beautiful thing to behold; but, sleeping for adults is just willful ignorance. So feel envious of the child and their innocence. The adults around you however, have decided to not listen to the truth because it would require them to make some uncomfortable choices. Do not envy their state. You will find others of like mind. After all, you found this forum.
Good luck to you in forging a new path for yourself. Every day try to empty the U-Haul - both physically and emotionally. Keep what is good and discard the rest. The good will strengthen you, while the rest will only weigh you down. God bless you.
Thank you. I definitely do not envy the adults who have chosen to be plugged into the matrix. In fact, at the start of my separation, I was filled with anger for the world and everyone in it. However, even when most of the anger has dissipated, only to be replaced with me feeling very sad for them, when I find myself walking in an ocean of "people" in the city, I actually feel like I'm walking "alone". Or walking through an ocean of drones.
I will not stop. I will continue to work on myself. And if the opportunity presents itself, I will continue to help others who are willing, to get unplugged from the mass psychosis.
Good for you. When it is all distilled down, we can only change our own minds. In many ways we do control our environment by our own thoughts. If we have a negative mindset, that is exactly what we will see. I am glad to hear you have turned the corner from being angry to having compassion on those still held in the grip of the slavery of their own making. Keep working on yourself and be ready to help provide a lifeboat for others - because if you are not good, you will be no good to help the others. We need you on this side of the fight fren. God bless.