Also, I'm not sure man. I don't know what I want to do going forward. I want to raise my youngest. But she threw another curveball at me a week ago by saying she wants to move six hours away. And I don't want to move. I have no interest in moving. Yet this is somehow solidified now as she keeps saying to the kids "well, when we move, xyz". I want to be with them but I don't want to go there. I don't know anymore what to do with my life. Everything around me is crumbling.
Also, I'm not sure man. I don't know what I want to do going forward. I want to raise my youngest. But she threw another curveball at me a week ago by saying she wants to move six hours away. And I don't want to move. I have no interest in moving. Yet this is somehow solidified now as she keeps saying to the kids "well, when we move, xyz". I want to be with them but I don't want to go there. I don't know anymore what to do with my life. Everything around me is crumbling.