yes. I've researched it heavily in the past.
Also, I'm not sure man. I don't know what I want to do going forward. I want to raise my youngest. But she threw another curveball at me a week ago by saying she wants to move six hours away. And I don't want to move. I have no interest in moving. Yet this is somehow solidified now as she keeps saying to the kids "well, when we move, xyz". I want to be with them but I don't want to go there. I don't know anymore what to do with my life. Everything around me is crumbling.
Yes. She definitely is.
I just went and told her that I absolutely was not taking on another dog and that it was not right of her to tell the kids that we were. To which she said "mmhmm." I then said I also don't understand why someone would buy a dog then decide they're going to travel a lot and not want the dog. To which she started "THEY'RE GOOD PEOPLE" .... which I said I'm happy for us to find a home for the dog. Then she said she'd just take the dog and I'll take our dog. So I told her if that's what she wants to do, if she wants to make it her full responsibility, fine. Otherwise, I'm moving out and she can take on all responsibilites.
I feel like I'm in the freaking twilight zone.
Like this is absolutely bat shit crazy. We can't even pay our bills. Yet we're going to take on another responsibility.
yes, and I have a 21 year old step daughter who lives with us. She's in and out as she stays with her boyfriend half the time.
Good idea. "But he loves our kids and the kids love him. And they said he's just so happy going to our house."
With the back to the future going backwards, then dragons at the end. Is he implying we are going back in time? Annd there will be dragons?
GameStop's all time high was on May 31 - so literally the opposite, May 13. Life is art. or something.
I have a working theory that i know what's going to happen.
Oddly, the name Keith Gill can be scrambled as "hi Get Kill", so that's a little weird.
I think this time, everyone's going to panic buy and assume it goes back to its previously $400 high. It most likely will.
But what will happen next is CNBC crying about it. They'll bring on all their hosts, cry stories about losses, everything will look in despair. The regular market will be down 3-4% each day while this continues pumping.
Someone big, perhaps Rogan, or Elon, will make a tweet about GME.
The price will shoot from $400 to break $1K. it will completely liquidate the hedge funds and ultimately it will break wallstreet.
Trump will tweet "The storm is here."
Then the black swan hits.
GME will then tumble very, very hard, and the rest of the market will be totally gone.
They will then usher in digital currencies and, further, blame it on retail, average folks who causes this problem. Thus > terrorists.
Remember 'first arrest will confirm future direction" ?
Andrew tate is on this now. Andrew tate was arrested.
Small guys next.
That's my really half-ass working theory.
Is it coincidence that we're dealing with severe storms and tornado outbreaks? They scare the crap out of me.
there it is. thank you
Because I've tried this method and she literally told me "leave me along and stop being so clingy! You're so clingy all the time! Give me space!" Sooo attempting it again I figured I'd get the same response.
She claims she does still love me but that she's not "in love" with me. At which point I'm often like well, love doesn't hurt, and all this stuff is hurtful. So it's hard to comprehend. I did ask her about affairs - she said no, that she would never do that.
Completely agree on not adding fuel - I am already a very stoic person by nature. I don't get rattled easily and find myself very calm under stress.
This really interesting. Because during this time I am drawing closer and closer to God and, as I get closer, I feel like I come across more problems. Definitely the devil, I agree. Just wish I could get her to see that.
Much appreciated
Just posted an update to this. Did some peaking on her computer and found all kinds of photos she'd recently saved to her photo library with her ex husband. He's been passed away for several years. But this seemed odd tot me. Additionally photos of her and her best female friend who wanted us to separate when we very first got married. Now I know who's in her ear and brainwashing her.
You're right. And I actually, as of just today, ordered several books on masculinity and toughing up, so to speak. I'm going to start working out, carrying my shoulders high instead of slouching, and stop showing so much stupid emotion. It's feminine and it's not attractive. And we'll see if once I start working out, ignoring her a bit, have a positive attitude, and start manning up, so to speak, she'll turn around. Who knows. But I agree.
Thank you. I have looked into this method and have attempted it a few times - going for days occasionally. It does not seem to phase her. I truly feel that I might as well be considered dead to her. She shows zero emotion.
As far as getting back on the scene, I honestly don't think I ever will. I know people say that. But I really do mean that. I've gone through these things in middle school, high school, an engagement where my fiance cheated on me with a chick ... now this with my wife. I'm truly just done. Will probably just focus everything on Christ and my daughter.
I believe it's possible. And get this - my next door neighbor is prior 'three letter agency' officer. And all of this started when we moved here. So I really wouldnt doubt this.
Thank you. I wish there was a way to do that and I appreciate your willingness to offer it. I don't believe the mods would allow me to post something like that. If you have any ideas please do let me know.
Can someone please explain what the "shit test" means. Ya'll have said this a few times, I dont understand it.
Nope.
Though, I'm going to mention this from several years ago:
We're sitting at a restaurant one night and I randomly am like "yeah the vax can be spread through sex, too." And she's like "WHAT!" like total concern freak out, starts pulling her hair to the side and wiping her face.
And I was like yeah, but it doesn't matter, I mean, we're not vaxxed. And she has this extreme concerned look on her face and goes "Stop, the vax can be spread through sex? oh my gooddd..."
And I was like "Yeah. Crazy right? Why are you this concerned about it?!"
"I just didn't think that was possible, that's crazy."
Maybe I'm taking it too far. And maybe it was legitimate conversation and concern. But now I'm thinking years back and wondering if she's just been cheating on me for years and I've been blind to it. Lord.
What makes you think this and is there a way I can find out?
We've been here, dealing with this, for 15 months now. Haven't had sex in 15 months. Imagine.
Ramsey has some great content, didn't know he had this, thank you. (And honestly there's not much to split)
I appreciate that. I'd love to but I dont know how to send a message, I dont see that option