You are welcome my friend.
Jamezelo - I am going to send a healing circle of white light to surround you. You are loved and needed. Hold on. Do nothing to harm yourself. Things are going to get better. Please be strong. We are here for you.
Caveat: I know nothing other than what you wrote above. I am going solely with my gut on how I am feeling from reading it.
Please tell me, she did return, right? Leaving with just a swimsuit on, no phone... could have been a potential suicide attempt that she thought about, but changed her mind about. She left her phone because she wanted you to notice. She wanted you to realize just how distressed she is and hoped you would see the evidence and come to her rescue.
But you didn't...
You said this:
> "Where'd she go? Who knows? I didn't ask. I don't care and asking just shows clinginess."
This may be the issue right there. She may very much want you to ask her where she went. She may very much need you to tell her YOU NEED HER and that YOU DO CARE. She is grieving. Not for the man who died, but for the love/connection she once had with him before it turned bad and maybe also is missing it in her relationship with you. Think about why your current relationship with her no longer has demonstrable love, passion or connection. This is what she is missing deeply.
Ask yourself, why don't you care where she went and why she left only in a swimsuit and left her phone behind? Truly, why don't you care?
If you love her and want her, you must tell her so and make efforts to hold her and be loving to her until she sees that it is in fact YOU and YOUR love that she is missing and grieving for and, you are not gone and are there FOR HER and have not left her and DO LOVE HER.
Good luck.
And we know that 'The Biden Government' is not really Biden, but the unelected Mossad infiltrates that work to destroy America.
OK, thanks.
Yes, please keep us all informed!
What a case of misplaced adoration from someone who has lost relevance.
Mark is looking for a father figure or a hero.
Mark is lost and needs some guidance.
Why he thinks Joe meets this criteria, I'll never understand.
Can anyone who read it/saw it tell us what it said?
Whenever I go to Breitbart and try to read the comments after the articles, they never load. Does anyone know why?
These planned protests, as well as the Hamas Oct. 7 attack were all planned by Israel, their Mossad and associated affiliates in the U.S., including the Soros family's Open Society Foundation and its 500 +/- downline organizations
Their goals were:
- Disrupt, destroy, create division and chaos in America.
- Create a reason to go into Gaza and destroy it and claim the land for the Zionists and steal its natural resources worth $$$.
- Compel the U.S. to PAY FOR ALL OF THEIR DIRTY DEEDS and fund their military takeover and destruction of Gaza
- Guilt the U.S. into taking the Palestinian people so that Israel doesn't have to deal with them anymore.
- Force sympathy for the Zionist cause
- Change laws in the U.S. to prevent criticism of their actions so that no one will be able to speak against them.
- Destroy America's economy and flood it with anti-American hordes who will work to ruin the American dream and her sovereignity.
- And as always, demean and accuse the Euro Caucasian White race as the demon behind it all.
Pepperidge Farm remembers!
Yes, thus the success with Israel receiving $$$ funding and also the passage in the House of the "We will arrest you if you dare speak critically about the Jews" bill, which is a complete travesty and goes against the First Amendment.
Lidar, infrared which picks up heat signatures... maybe?
Woah! Didya notice the NAME of the Excel doc? It is:
"ENCAMPMENT or STAGED SIT IN - pioneer by KIBBUTZ BLINKEN Nov 2023"
Kibbutz Blinken you say?
Kibbutz = Jewish village, a “grouping” or “gathering” in Hebrew. In a nutshell, it's a community where Jewish people voluntarily live and work together on a noncompetitive basis.
Blinken = Antony Blinken is Biden's Jewish handler/Scty. of State/ or as others say: "Antony is the actual behind-the-scenes President making all the decisions."
SO...was this planned by the Jewish Antony Blinken to help usher more $$$ to Israel and to ALSO GUILT-FORCE Congress to PASS The "Don't Criticize Israel or We'll arrest you!" bill? It sure worked. Blinken got everything he wanted.
What do you think people?
Kaitlan has odd pupils that are shaped like a triangle as seen in many videos and still photos. I don't know what that means. You decide.
She also has a very masculine face and masculine energy in her demeanor. I do not find it likeable, nor attactive.
Why? Why do we support these colleges?
How different we would be as a country if the 5% of the ship owners had never bought and brought the slaves to the U.S. Any Africans that would have emmigrated to the U.S., would have done so willingly and, like all other immigrants, would have had to demonstrate the ability to support themselves, a job skill and proper papers. There would be none of this racial and victimhood going on.
MORE IMPORTANTLY, There would have been no Civil War. We would have several million more Euro caucasions in the country that were the living descendants of the 800k that wouldnt have gotten slaughtered fighting to free the slaves.
What a damn travesty that still continues for generation after generation.
Facts don't care about your feelings. - Ben Shapiro (a Jew)
Once you are signed up for mail-in ballots, unless you take action to stop them, they will be sent. Some cities went fully to mail-in and there is no in-person voting. And since they don't check signatures and are getting millions of non-citizens and dead people registered, it will just be a slam dunk to create ballots that never get mailed, but show up unfolded but with the Dems fully selected.
This is exactly what this fake war (Israel Palestine conflict) /fake campus protests were all about, ultimately.
Just like the Jussie Smollet hoax that suddenly allowed the quick passing of the 'No Lynching Bill" when previously it was not favored to pass.
We watched in confusion how Israel stood down for 7 hours while Hamas allegedly attacked Israel on Oct. 7, allowing for Israel's outrageously aggressive genocidal response, which has not stopped.
The AIPAC donations to Congress tipped the majority over to once again accept and pass the Frankenstein bill that gives massive $$$ from the U.S. taxpayers to fund Netanyahu, and Israel.
Israel is laughing all the way to the bank.
NOW!! They've greased the skids (and padded the Congressmen's wallets) to slip through a bill that makes it a crime to criticize Israel for its bad deeds, or discuss its anti-white genocide agenda and its undermining of formerly White Majority Western Nations with hordes of illegals onto their shores.
Shame on you Congress!
Good Lord! They are all insane and corrupt! This is shocking.
How will they be able to stop the mail in ballot fraud?
I see. It sounds like she has emotionally 'checked out'. This may be temporary or permanent. If, as you've mentioned, you both have had a number of family members or loved ones die in a short time, this can mess with a person's sense of security and heirarchy, changing oneself from being 'OK' with normal trials and tribulations into suddenly feeling rudderless in the sea with no clear direction or idea what comes next.
If she has fallen into an apathetic or possibly private hysterical depression, i.e., she has her emotional crying and outbursts away from you when she is out for a walk or alone at home, this may be her way of processing her current unhappy situation.
If so, she may exist in a hollow state of emptiness as a means of coping. Her lack of willingness to communicate any further must be terrible. I feel for you.
Is there a family member or friend you can move in with for a time (paying rent of course) who can give you and your daughter shelter and also emotional support while lessoning your financial demands? Your financial distress is quite debilitating all by itself and must be remedied. You must also seek a trusted person who can allow you to share your worries and be supportive without being judgmental.
Your idea of improving yourself meanwhile, is correct thinking. Weight lifting, especially bench presses and squats has been clinically proven to increase testosterone in males. Lifting weights is more than just obtaining larger muscles. It increases your attractive masculine looks, increases your virility and allows you to see the strong, confident man that is hiding beneath, while actually making you a strong man in reality.
Also, take a good look at yourself. Could a better haircut or grooming method be in order? Can you get some natural sunlight to increase your vitamin D3 (sunbathe without sunscreen) to improve your health and also give your face/body some vivacity and color? You will look and feel better.
I will send prayers your way. I wish I had something more to offer you.