I've been there too, my friend in Christ..2011i had back to back heart attacks followed by double bypass..had no family near to share my fears before surgery, when the Lord spoke these words, " have no fear, for if I decide to bring you home, you'll be sitting before me for eternity, and if I decide to keep you here, you'll be my witness to others".. an amazing calm came over me, as I knew it was a win/win situation either way...keep pressing in, keep pressing on, never give up your faith, because in God we always win..peace
I've been there too, my friend in Christ..2011i had back to back heart attacks followed by double bypass..had no family near to share my fears before surgery, when the Lord spoke these words, " have no fear, for if I decide to bring you home, you'll be sitting before me for eternity, and if I decide to keep you here, you'll be my witness to others".. an amazing calm came over me, as I knew it was a win/win situation either way...keep pressing in, keep pressing on, never give up your faith, because in God we always win..peace