OK, so, the best thing for you to do is have plenty of faith. The more faith you have the less confusing this Q thing becomes. If you are not sure you understand something then it pays to "do your research" by posting your questions only to a Q forum. All information about Q is going to be fake unless it comes from another Q follower. Stop listening to anyone who says you are "bat shit crazy" for having faith in The Plan. If you are married with kids then you should get rid of them if they disagree with your views. In fact you will have far less trouble understanding what Q is all about if you just go right ahead and isolate yourself so as you can spend plenty of time "researching" about Q and fighting for The Plan online. It is best not to act out in the real world because this may cause all the fake people to arrest you and put you in jail. Good luck and all the best!