Letter to the satanists.
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I was a Satanist when I was a teenager, ask me anything.
The Hot Topic kind, or the truly evil kind?
I'm not sure how you categorise them. I was a spiritual satanist who believed that Satan existed and was the being that gave intellect and free will to humans. I answered how I ended up believing in it in this reply:
https://greatawakening.win/p/11SKLGWY1E/x/c/4Dvnyo5z9lA
So the Hot Topic kind.
The other kind are the truly evil, cultist, sacrifice people kind.
Glad you weren't and aren't that kind. That kind can get fucked.
How is that "hot topic" when I really believed that Satan existed and did rituals (involving prayer and meditation and offering food). I thought hot topic would refer to those people that claim to be satanists but are just atheists.
Google Joy of Satan, you'll see what I'm referring to. Also they're extremely antisemitic which some people on the site would like, lol.
Because Satan is pretty much a name? It's not some deep meaning, it's just basic grammar. Like capitalising God when referring to the God of the Bible because.
And I don't know what a tumblr satanist is, but a girl I was great friends with (we were both metalheads) found a Satanist site called Joy of Satan and linked it to me because she found it interesting and funny. She didn't expect me to voraciously read every single page on the site and to end up actually getting convinced by it. The main obstacle is that I was raised Orthodox Christian (I was more religious than my entire family as a child, because it wasn't forced on me - I made my family go to Church with me because I thought it was nice). But the site exposed all the contradictions and logical errors in the Bible (basically, the classic evidence that atheists point to) that, eventually, lead me to believe that it wasn't real. Which I still believe - I just also believe that the Satanism isn't real either. If I belong to any religion now, then it'd be Buddhism, since meditation helped me a lot.
None of the other religions did anything for me - nor have they ever shown to be anything but outdated rulesets that made life easier in those times. The only major religion that seems compatible with the modern world is Buddhism, and it's the only religion that seems to actually advocate for self-improvement, and has reformation built-in from the beginning.
Jordan Peterson's analyses of Biblical stories have shown me that the Christian origins of western society have plenty of value. I believe in Christian morality, but as a religion (instead of a selection of very important mythological stories that formed western societies) it seems blatantly ridiculous to actually believe in.
Meanwhile, Buddhist teachings have managed to help me get my shit together in a matter of months and Buddhist monks I've gotten to know have been some of the most amazing people I've ever spoken to.