Some hope. I'm gonna share a very private and intimate message with all of you.
My wife is largely apolitical and her red pill pretty much consisted of just believing that orange man isn't that bad. After the november election I started digging for the truth, discovered Q, took the red pill, discovered pizza gate.
My wife isn't very religious, but she is very spiritual with a strong sixth sense, if that makes sense.
I walked away from God a decade ago. Discovering how deep evil truly goes sent me back to him. I haven't told my wife much, just little bits here and there. However she's seen me reading the Bible at night, she's seen me praying and she's seen me crying as I pray for the kids. All I've told her about it is that the truth scared the living day lights out of me and it's worse than she can imagine.
Today she sent me this message (I would screenshot it, but it's in Afrikaans, our native language) "I'm really glad that there are people, who like you, question things and start waking up. It's brought a very positive change in you in general, in our relationship and in our lives. I know you discovered horrifying things and it haunts you, but it really feels to me as if a light has entered your life and our relationship. The best way I can describe it is if someone opened a door oor a window to let light in. I'm so grateful and privaleged to know you are willing to wade through so much horrible info and absorb it cause you want to find the truth. I love you and I couldn't ask for a better husband."
My point being, I dunno your circumstances, or what has transpired in your life. But let the awakening draw you closer to God and let that light change the people around you. Sometimes you can't hit people over the head with the red pill, sometimes your life has to be the red pill.
Blessings and love, frens
WWG1WGA
This hits close to home. I have gone from a corporate slave engineer mom to just a mom because I realized the part I was playing in perpetuating all of this. I started my rabbit hole journey in 2015 and left my career in 2019 after working for a Sxrxs company. Family really is everything. I have turned closer to god and it has alarmed my atheist husband who won’t swallow the red pill. BUT, my reawakened faith in God has sparked something in him that even I don’t recognize but welcome with open and loving arms. We’re going to church this Sunday, and he’s invited the pastor over for bible study every Thursday. He still identifies as atheist, but the fact that he is willing to take the step to learn is mind blowing. Have faith in the plan and have faith in your people. The light really is penetrating even the darkest of places.
Wow this is very inspiring, thank you for openly sharing it here. Your intimate experience gives me great hope that no one is truly lost. It's speaks volumes for you and your husband's love for one another that he would have an open mind to take such steps. Continue to pray for ever increasing faith, and not just for that of your husband but yourself and others as well. God Bless the both of you.
Thank you for your kinds words. We pray together as a family every day. God truly is shepherding even the most lost sheep home.
Touching story. I feel like i can relate to your husband. I was strongly atheist until i had a child. That started opening my eyes and i started leaning into the Agnostic side of things. Then last November i was in an accident where i should have been crippled and now i see the protection I've been afforded.
Sometimes it takes a miracle to awaken a soul. I’m so glad you’re here and you have found your way. God bless you, my fren!