Some hope. I'm gonna share a very private and intimate message with all of you.
My wife is largely apolitical and her red pill pretty much consisted of just believing that orange man isn't that bad. After the november election I started digging for the truth, discovered Q, took the red pill, discovered pizza gate.
My wife isn't very religious, but she is very spiritual with a strong sixth sense, if that makes sense.
I walked away from God a decade ago. Discovering how deep evil truly goes sent me back to him. I haven't told my wife much, just little bits here and there. However she's seen me reading the Bible at night, she's seen me praying and she's seen me crying as I pray for the kids. All I've told her about it is that the truth scared the living day lights out of me and it's worse than she can imagine.
Today she sent me this message (I would screenshot it, but it's in Afrikaans, our native language) "I'm really glad that there are people, who like you, question things and start waking up. It's brought a very positive change in you in general, in our relationship and in our lives. I know you discovered horrifying things and it haunts you, but it really feels to me as if a light has entered your life and our relationship. The best way I can describe it is if someone opened a door oor a window to let light in. I'm so grateful and privaleged to know you are willing to wade through so much horrible info and absorb it cause you want to find the truth. I love you and I couldn't ask for a better husband."
My point being, I dunno your circumstances, or what has transpired in your life. But let the awakening draw you closer to God and let that light change the people around you. Sometimes you can't hit people over the head with the red pill, sometimes your life has to be the red pill.
Blessings and love, frens
WWG1WGA
What a lovely post and great advice regarding the change in ourselves to be the "red pill". No one in my family is religious, my husband doesn't want to know the details of the "bad stuff" and my family think I am nuts... and I know I'm not the only one in that boat, haha. Most of us here have been down those "rabbit holes" now to different depths and I'm sure many of us have now looked within and realised there is something missing. I have just gone and bought my first bible @ 53. Me, being a bit of conspiracy theorist, (I like to look at what is hidden) came in the back door via "The book of Enoch" which is a real eye opener and explains the fallen angels/devil/Satan etc.(You tube for audio and video versions) This book was left out of the canon ON PURPOSE and it STATES that it is meant for those of us "living in the end of days". That is US..., NOW. We are "The Elect" and the message is for us. Some books were also left out of the Bible by bad actors, throughout the centuries, to keep us in the dark so we do not wake up, and remain, LOST SOULS....Remember this is the bad guys plan....SOULS Most of "the church" will not be happy about this exposure of different lost texts as it is not what they have been lead to believe to be true for the past two millenia and it gives POWER BACK TO THE PEOPLE
I found this PDF to be very eye opening and perhaps others will too... https://www.coursehero.com/file/50837746/Guidebook-For-The-Elect-RAWpdf/ Just my observations of being a very new Christian at a very important time in history. Love and power to us all...