No, it's killing me and I pray and bargain with my mind to stop randomly showing me ideas of what these kids must see before they die, how terrified they must be, how they can be put in the worst pain possible before death...
I had reached a point where therapy was maybe once a month and I had to increase the visits. It is psychotic, and no rational being should be able to try and imagine this without it having a serious impact on them. It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way. Idk if it does, but i now see why
You are so Awesome and Mighty. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy. Thank You for pulling me out of the filth and cleansing me in the precious Blood of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You for opening my eyes to see the truth and teaching me that You are Just and have a Plan. I pray in the Name if Jesus. Please use me as You will to bring Your Justice to the world, to be a light in the darkness, and to rescue those who are in peril.
No, it's killing me and I pray and bargain with my mind to stop randomly showing me ideas of what these kids must see before they die, how terrified they must be, how they can be put in the worst pain possible before death...
I had reached a point where therapy was maybe once a month and I had to increase the visits. It is psychotic, and no rational being should be able to try and imagine this without it having a serious impact on them. It's like I want to feel the pain and try to imagine seeing this from their eyes in some hope that it helps if I can suffer even just in an incomparably tiny way. Idk if it does, but i now see why
I'm ready to give my life to save the children.
Hello Father,
You are so Awesome and Mighty. Thank You for Your Grace and Mercy. Thank You for pulling me out of the filth and cleansing me in the precious Blood of Your Son, Jesus. Thank You for opening my eyes to see the truth and teaching me that You are Just and have a Plan. I pray in the Name if Jesus. Please use me as You will to bring Your Justice to the world, to be a light in the darkness, and to rescue those who are in peril.
Your adopted son, through the Blood of Jesus,
DesertYote
Amen