To them we are chattel, in reality we exist on a physical and spiritual plane, operating with emotion. Our bodies are made up of energy, water, electricity, frequency and vibration. What we tune into, we amplify in this world. When you tune into God's frequency, all outside noise falls away. God's frequency is a symphony, focused, energetic, BEAUTIFUL. God wants to create with us, through us. He wants to see the world through us.
There are so many people still asleep, they cannot access God's energy field, so they do not understand it. If you are awake, you have a purpose. It's to touch their dark with your light. Help them to raise those frequencies, there is an oppressive signal that holds them down. Once we raise them up, we have to teach them to protect their energy field, by holding God's light, the darkness cannot continue to creep.(Just like walking into a dark room and turning on the light)
I walk through my life with a wide open heart, it's how I receive God. This leaves me open to a lot of heartache, heartbreak. I resonate on a lot of emotional levels, while trying to maintain the highest frequency I can achieve (and hold).
It's unnerving and intriguing realizing there are others the same frequency, but this is how the energy field expands. The larger the energy field, the closer to God. The closer to God, the more judgement, criticism and hate will be hurled (by Low frequency 'beings') Those who choose to remain at these lower frequencies cannot maintain on the same spiritual level, so they act out or as a siphon. The challenge is to rise above it and stay above it.
I am grateful and humble. We are all on the same path, some are just further down the road. Just keep walking....God Wins.
I was extremely asleep.....
I was working 70 hour weeks, rotating 12 hour shifts, breaking down my body mind and spirit... I was in my third year of this misery when one night, I was walking and I said "Devil, if you're real, I would like to make a deal with you, cause God ain't listening to me, and if I have to keep this up much longer, Im going to die...."
But he was listening.... God picked me up and shook me violently, he gave me an immense amount of pain to wear, he made me sick, and weak... He hit me from multiple angles, and he hit me hard.... He hit me so hard, I laid on my couch for over a year, begging to die, I would eat every few days, and drink just enough to keep my urine from turning black. I would sleep DAYS at a time...
He changed my life that day... He showed me physical pain, and suffering outside of what I thought I was already experiencing.. He showed me a small sliver of the pain the devil had in store for me....
God then placed his hands on my shoulders, and asked if I wanted to try again... He led me to him, he gave me the opportunity and time to research him. The more glory I put into him the better I felt. The more I pushed that old devil off of me, the more I could see Gods Light...
God could have easily taken my life that day, but he hurt me just enough to feel him, and to know his anger... He could have handed my soul to that old devil and said that I wasn't worth saving, but he didn't... I defied my creator, and he still opened his arms, and gave me vision when I needed to see, breath when I needed to breathe..
I still hurt, my life is changed forever... But I wear these scars as a reminder that God is ALWAYS listening.. I will likely carry this scar into my next life as a reminder... just because you don't get what you want, doesn't mean he doesn't care... He just might have something different in mind then what you have...
Do not ever for a second give up on faith, because faith WILL NOT give up on you. If you are in the light of the lord, he will do his best to keep you there..
1:16
It's the quiet moments of introspection and meditation that really drive this home for me. I think about the sum total of creation, everything that has existed, exists, and ever will exist. The reality that I get to be a part of it just blows my mind.
I shouldn't be here, but I am. We shouldn't be here, but we are. The gifts He has given us are beyond the scope of words. The love and patience of a perfect being continually leaves me awe-struck and amazed.
I made this journey too. Thank you for telling yours.