You're looking at this objectively and enjoying reading the Bible, something I don't see with most self-proclaimed Christians, so kudos to you!

I've had similar feelings for a long time and I'm very concerned, as a Christian, that we trust books chosen by mankind, and not necessarily God, as 100% true. I do believe most of it but I honestly believe the gospels more than anything and would let anything else go if I had good reason to believe it wasn't true.

I've e been meaning to read the Apocrypha, I think you might enjoy it as it isn't considered Canon by kost denominations.

Also, what about the fact that the Vatican has worked to hide things, such as biblical evidence and buying out an entire print run of some anti-catholic, atheist book (I may jot have those facts exactly right)? I think there are a lot of dirty secrets about the Christian religion that we may never know the details of, but I don't want to be a sheep, but I do still believe in Jesus Christ.